Hi everyone!!

Let's welcome the new month together!! Back in unit, time is really racing.. So swiftly tat i even lost track of it..

oh ya, one good piece of new to share with any and everyone concerned.. This is the second week i'm back in unit.. Initially i'm a CAT D driver.. That simply means that i need a vehicle commander when i want to drive from a place to another.. But yesterday i got my CAT up to CAT C2 already.. That means i can drive alone without a need for anyone to be my vehicle commander.. lol!!

Today is a tiring day.. As is was on duty as a POI driver yesterday.. so i had my duty rest and fall in at 1 pm.. After which i was washing 2 vehicles all alone.. and at 3 pm i have to rush for detail.. I realise my vehicle was missing!! can you imagine?? its 2.45pm and your vehicle is missing.. its really chalenging to find the vehicle and report to the detail on time.. but somehow i managed to do it.. ;) lol..

Detail ended abt 6pm.. thats when i knock off.. so tired..

oh gosh, jus have to shout this out!! its raining almost everyday.. It is a nightmare to drive a landrover in the rain, as 90% of all landrover have leakage.. whats worse is that, when it rains you have to wind up the window, it makes it damm stuffy.. can you imagine?? driving a vehicle without air-con, no ventilation and water dripping here and there??

All i can say is "LIVING HELL!!" ~sighs~!

Quote of the day: "To find a person to love or to be loved isn't difficult, but it's a challenge to find that special person to love each other.. Even if we found that special person, it might also not last forever.. If you have found that special someone, who you love, and love you, treasure that person and dun let him/her leave you.."

~Cobra~

4:39 AM<3

woah!!

so so so so long nvr update le.. lol!!

anyway.. so sick of my job le.. omg.. on duty every alternate days.. its jus like so 'no life' la.. haiz.. every weekend sure one day, either sat or sunday will get burned..

oh ya.. share with u peeps things tat took place today.. so pissed, cuz i suppose to hand over at 8.. den tat guy suppose to take over from me haven't even arrive at 8.45 lehz.. den i gotta wait and wait when i'm supper shag la.. can u imagine i'm on duty from sat 8 am till today 8am lehz..

aft tat went home to wash up.. den flew down to bike shop to do up my bike.. spent $50 on the chain and the spoket.. and i realise the prob is not solved when i'm on the way home.. =(

haiz....

den hor.. sumone forgt abt our dinner this evening.. i wuz waiting from abt 5 pm to abt 8 pm.. and came to realise tat, 'sumone' is already outside makan-ing with frends.. initially got a damm strong craving to eat prata tgt at thomson road de.. but end up, no mood eat le.. went home straight.. haiz.. now, tat sumone owes me a ice-cream meal, and a prata meal.. Bleahz!!

will update again sumtime soon!!

~cobra~

6:59 AM<3

wow, long time nvr blog already.. life recently so diff from the last time i blog..

now i'm a driver.. lol.. everyday start work at 7.30 end work at 5.30.. haha.. damm relax la.. everyday sit down in air-con room, watch tv, play PSP, tok on fone, sms.. sumtimes wash vehicle..

share with u all sumthing tat happen to me almost everyday which many ppl think is childish.. there is this guy A.. we report to this place on the same day.. so we were like very close to each other la, taking care of each other, luff tgt.. scold each other for being stupid.. lol.. and much more.. den, almost everyday we'll wash vehicle at least once.. its like kinda sian to wash vehicle, so one day tat bastard started spraying water at me.. since tat day.. everyday we wash vehicle, end up we more wet den the vehicle.. drenched at the washing bay.. lol!! but ytd, i got him soo damm drenched, i cna see water dripping from his hair, he is like wet from head to toe.. lol..

den today, he took revenge.. but luckily i wuz not as he wuz ytd.. lol.. tho it sound so damm childish la, 19 yr old guy playing with water.. haha.. but honestly, it sound childish and stupid, but when u do it, u'll really find the joy and the fun in it.. lol!!!

k la, share with u all more things soon.. =)

~wuya~

6:19 AM<3

wow, it has been long since the last time i blogged.. gosh!!!

time flies, its 2008 already.. oh ya gotta update u guys abit.. i grad from my course in SIM liao le.. but its jus a foundation course to get into diploma course.. and i can only continue my diploma course 2 years later sadly..

and now back to my working life, so basically now wad i do everyday is wake up go work, aft work go home.. pretty boring i guess.. but i jus sum how got into debts to settle, so i jus gotta continue working.. anyway, if anyone has lobang to intro me to earn extra cash can jus gimme a ring, i'll try almost everything and anyhting tat doesn't go against my concisious and the law for more money..

oh ya, i do miss my old frends.. if anyone suddenly feel like meeting me for a meal or drink can make ur way down to Wisma Atria, gimme cal ring, and i'll meet u for a meal.. cuz i'm at wisma most of the time.. =)

anyway, perhaps tat all for today.. oh ya, CNY is jus around the corner, wish u folks a Happy Chinese New Year!!

oh ya, anyone tat is free on Valentines' day can let me know, i'll gladly date u out.. The reason is because i do not have a valentine.. Hope i wun have to spend this valentines' day alone..

-wuya-

6:59 AM<3

7:33 AM<3

6:07 AM<3

hi folks!!

time really flies, its august already.. and we're gonna celebrate the nation's bday worz!!! lets get high and sing the national songs together!!! =.= fine i know i'm getting lame here..

today got time to update cuz...... the lesson wuz boring.. i went back home when having break.. haha!! but the stupid bus make me wait for more den 20 min le.. end up like abit regret leaving, cuz anyway lesson gonna end soon when i board the bus..

anyway.. abit excited here and there worz.. cuz y? gonna get pay soon.. den tmr is the first class outing!! haha!! wonder if it'll be fun.. no worries man, got kelvin how can have no fun!! haha!!

oh ya.. and i got my hair cut recently.. no much diff la.. only shorter abit nia.. haha!! tats y nvr take photo to show u guys.. dun worry, there'll be photos coming up la.. tmr is the outing.. i'll try to take more more and more photos!! haha!!

-wuya-

2:05 AM<3

hey folks!!










anyway, nth much to bog today.. hope u guys enjoy the pictures..

~wuya~

6:32 AM<3

oh well.. rain quite bad in the morning till noon.. and the worse thing is it stopped when i reach skol.. cool...... ya, toking abt rain.. wuz busy snoring on bed den a women ring me up.. 'hi i calling form SIM' i wuz like wad the fuck, can tell me today no class, so i can carry on snoring in such nice weather but she said;'no, i'm not calling u to inform u abt the class cancellation, but checking if u if u wan the insurance..'

kelvin;'wtf?? insurance?? i tot pay liao?? wait wait i go check(but can't find reciept), eh.. ok la ok la, anything else??'

women;'ok so u can make ur payment via..........................................'

and where is kelvin?, snoring with fone below the pillow..

muahahahaha!!

really spoiler la, such a gud weather to sleep, she cal and disturb me with sum insurance, if she cal and tell me i win 1 million TOTO or wadeva annual luckydraw i dun mind la.. INSURANCE!!!! tats the last thing i wan to enter my ears man..

den wah wanna go skol tat time, rain until cats and dogs all fall from sky lo.. den decided to take a cab, pick up the PIG!!! den go skol together.. since its jus along the way.. and i earn a drink from the PIG!!! muahahahahaha!!

ya, den aft class still darn early.. so took 61 trying to see where is the best place i should land my feet at and spend hours doin shopping b4 going to manager's daughter's bday party.. finally landed myself at chinatown, y i choose there?? gud question, cuz i wanna pee la!!! urgent..

shop around the whole of chinatown for hours, instead of getting a gift for manager's daughter.. i bought a pair of sunglasses for myself.. and the process took me like 15 mins of bargaining.. y i bargain, cuz tats wad u should do at the streets of chinatown, its like the culture, like eating wid chopstick for the chinese, and eating wid fork and spoon for the ang mo.... hahax!!!

den shop shop shop for another hour, i came across a cd case.. i tell u, its soooooo cute, my first reaction wuz "omg!! perfect gift!!' so i bought, den go pee again den board the bus to pasir ris.. i tell u, luckily i go pee b4 boarding the bus, the bloody ride took me like 1.5 hours to reach pasir ris from chinatown la!!!

initially, planned to leave the place at abt 9.. but for everyone's information when i step outta the bus its 9.05 already!!!! argh!!! den in the end go in sit down, tok tok eat eat.. left the place at 10.30 lidat.. reach home 11.15 liao le..

-yawns-

tats all for today..

gud nite folks!!

~wuya~

8:37 AM<3

8:37 AM<3

few years ago, when i still a GESSIAN.. studying in GESS, tiong bahru wuz my second home..






this is the me today at the same spot, wid my new fone new camera.. at the same spot, wid a clearer effect, better hair colour, more comfy attire, better smile and a more cheerful look.. leading a brand new life..




folks, this image show how much i treasure frends.. don't forgt me.. i do care alot.. muahahahah!!


okok, back to serious matters.. body aching all over now.. today went to swim at delta swimming complex.. initially today was a trial test for my Gold Swimming Award.. but in the end,

trainer say ' aiya, i think u can swim wan la, no nid trial la, come take test..'

i wuz like 'har, u sure not? i very very very very long nvr swim liao lehz..'

trainer:'cumon la, i trust u, cumon gogo!! 8 laps frog, 6 laps back, 6 laps side, 45 mins..'

i still tot okok la.. nt tat bad, when i go into the water, first thing, water freeze me to death already.. nxt, happily swim my first lap while cursing the temperature of water and the trainer.. b4 i know it, no more breath to continue already.. and where m i?? not even 1/2 lap away form starting line.. i told myself.. wah jia lat.. today die liao.. so long nvr swim, smoke and dirnk.. nvr train at all.. sure die.. den swim swim swim.. until darn tired.. tot of telling him 'we have a credit transaction, i return u the few laps nxt week can?? make it laps payable..'
(pls luff folks, is the the accoutns syndrom)

but den i ask myself, y am i here?? to pass the test rite?? wah i tell u aft i ask myself this question i swim non stop.. i tell u.. i shag till the extend that, within one lap, i swim from lane 1 to 5 cuz nvr see the direction, swim only.. den swim back to lane one again.. still got one fo the laps i remember damm clearly, it wuz when i swim my backstroke, my head lang-ga the wall.. y remember?? cuz NOW STIL HURTS AR!!!

but as there is this chinese saying 'huang tian bu fu you xin ren' means YELLOW HEAVEN WON'T LET DOWN GOT HEART PEOPLE okok, it basically mean heaven wun let down ppl wid perserverance.. y i say that?? cuz I PASSED MY TEST!!

but i share wid u all one more joke, when i finish the test you all know got the stairs by the side of the pool rite? aft i took the first step, i can't seem to continue climbing up.. instead, 'SPLASH!' humpty kelvin fall into water again.. wah i tell u, it wuz damm pai seh lo!! the lifeguard run to me like he see gold lidat lo.. and everyone by the pool was luffing like mad..
ok end of joke, hope it created some entries in the laughter account..


~one shag day, that come every blue moon~

-wuya-

7:53 AM<3

oh well.. down with bad soar throat and cough.. sying liao le.. when i spit got 3 colour de.. red, yellow and white.. oh no.. thinking dying le..

ytd went to cine kbox sing aft knock off.. jio my so many people but none turned up.. abit disappointing.. but luckily gt my close brother go wid me.. sing until 2 am lidat.. tho condition damm bad, but still can sing pretty well.. hahax.. how bad can a Kster get when he is sick?? hahax.. there would still be a level of standard there.. hahax..

woke up today but feel like shit la, throat killing me.. in the end never attend lecture today.. got sumone to sign my attandance for me in exchange for a drink tmr.. hope she signs it well.. hahax.. if nt.. we die.. hahax..

anyway.. update u guys abit.. erm, now in new environment.. people, nice and frendly.. nice to get along.. glad to have met them.. so far happy wid my life now lo.. but actually here to burn some time and gain some knowledge.. den weekend working.. until year end den no more lesson, no more work.. rest for few months, clear up my mess.. den leaving liao le.. hope this couple of year would be gone soon..

ya and recently got promotion in my job.. happy.. see when i get my letter den celebrate wid people who wans to share my happiness wid me.. when i recover la.. i'm going back to kbox again!! back to the point how can a Kster live without singing?? hahax!!

haiz.. sumtimes i also thinking i update also nobody read, update for wad rite?? haiz.. i have decided, i'll update as frequently as i see tags.. so u guys wanna knock more jus tag more!! haha!! hope to see my tags soon!!

-wuya-

10:35 PM<3

12:19 PM<3

Today.. Another rainy day.. duno y i alwuz happen to blog on rainy days.. hahax..

recently so many htigns happening.. haiz..
-money
-sis
-myself

as times pass.. bery soon i'll be entering SIM already.. i have no choice but to put aside a sum of money from my daily allowance.. i gotta spare a thought for my family.. gal is rite, sis is getting older as days go by.. she'll nid money.. ytd mum talked to me abt money.. tell me she might go work as QC for one year and nids to fly about.. and i have to take care of the family and my sis.. i really duno wad to say to her but 'orhx'.. haiz.. i hope when i enter SIM she timetable will allow me to work part-time so i can support my own expenses.. and not b a burden to the family..

my sis giving us headache.. geting so playful, doin all sorts of thigns we could nvr expect her to b doin.. abt my sis i'll try my best to help her and talk sum sense into her.. i hope things would be solved lidat..

and i have a bery beyr big problem.. recently i can't slip.. when i'm on my bed, the most i'll slip for 3 hrs, den will be huanted by a nightmare.. its getting more and more scary.. i really can't believe it.. when it first came, i tot its jus one day and nvm.. but it has been wid me for couples of days already.. and ytd when i'm on my way home i went to pray, but i it still came back to find me when i slip last night.. i really duno wad to do.. i intend to tell gal abt the nightmare when i mit her ltr.. i really bery scared sumhting bad will really happen..

haiz..

hope i'll get to see her today..

3:24 AM<3

12:27 PM<3

Today, the 18th of March.

I have decided, from today on i would write my blog in a presentable way; in proper english. Althought it is a little tough at the begining, i just could not believe it i actually took more than 5 minutes to type these few lines.

You people must be wondering what has gotten into me that makes me want to use proper english all of a sudden. To be honest, i suddenly realised the importance of english, and i believe writing my blog in proper english will help me improve my english day by day, post by post.

By the way, talking about my blog, sorry to all my faithful readers. Due to my recent laziness and my inability to be more hard-working, i failed to update my blog often. But, no worries, i'll update my blog as often as once a week.
PS : 'i'll try'

Oh God! Yesterday i swung my gate open at 4 am, and had a warm shower. There was this irritating man sitting beside me while i was on bus - 'NR5'. He dose off on the bus and land his head on my shoulder, until i felt so uneasy that i raised my shoulder abit and knock his head. i mean i can understand that you are tired, but everyone else on the bus would be tired at that hour.

Ya, recently caught couple of movies, like 'Huanted School', 'The Messenger', 'Protege'. Looking forward to the movie 'Blood and Chocolate', i just cannot explain the feeling, it just somehow attracted me. And of cause, i am dying to catch the movie, 'Just Follow Law'!!!

Although i should be enjoying my holidays now, but i buddy in the pocket is telling me i have to either find a job or find some ways to bring up the value in my blue cards. -sigh- Pretty vex. Perhaps i should just go back and work in "SwissOtell" since i still have a working pass with them.

Anyway, whatever it is, by this coming week i have to go settle gal gal's 'O' level registration, we cannot afford to be late for the registration. On the other hand, i have to complete my registration at SIM as soon as possible, i really worry tat MINDEF will send me the letter to send me into the Armed Force. Vex...

Ok, i shall end my post here. dun worry my dear supporters, i will update again very much soon.

Love Gal..

Muacks!!

1:08 AM<3

Wah today wake up darn early worz.. abt 5.,30 mum and sis screaming at my ear liao le.. hx.. den woke up liao had my shower.. aft tat use dad fararri to send jasmine to skol.. den went to Henderson market to have breakfast.. den went back to Gan Eng Seng School to Bia Nian wid sum teachers, do visiting, and of cuz collect my $150 Eagers’ Award.. hahax.. can’t imagine I’ll b collect such award.. really a gift from heaven de.. hahax..

Den aft tat went to chinatown to buy breakfast for my future mother-in-law.. hahax.. cuz I neo my ‘sumone’ confirm haven’t wake up de.. den when she wake up den buy breakfast for her mum hor, its no longer breakfast liao le, but rather it has become lunch liao le.. hahax.. so bought fried bee hoon mee, one for my dear and one for my future ma-in-law.. hahax.. but too bad, din put chilli.. =(.. sry aunty!!

Aft tat went to buy 4D hope can win sum money this time.. hope aft losing so much money and my ring, I’ll at least b lucky for once this new year of piggy.. aft buying my 4D liao le, sit awhile wid aunty den went to wake my ‘sumone’ up.. hahax.. she way my princess slip is darn cute.. hahax.. so swit, innocent.. hahax.. darn funny, when both of us reach aunty shop, aunty wuz asking her if she wuz already awake when I reached.. den dear said no.. aunty wuz like ‘omg!! Den he saw ur pig face when u sliping le la!!’ make me luff like wad sia.. hahax..

Den see my gal gal eat at shop.. den help her cut sum papers.. aft tat walk form Chinatown to marina square to work.. worked from 1-7 wid jeasen.. nt bad la, time pass quite fast.. hahax.. but sales darn bad, when I leave it wuz like only 200+ nia..

Den left shop at abt 7, walk to Chinatown via the riverwalk ang pao.. den bought sum stuff back to dear’s hse, cuz aunty cook my dinner, dun wanna go up empty handed ma.. wah, I tell u, the dinner wuz like omg.. so nice sia.. hahax.. I first time finish such big bowl of mee sua.. hahax.. den today also my first time eat smelly tou fu.. hahax.. gal ask me try, so have 2 bites.. can accept la, tho first bite abit like can still smell the smell.. hahax..

Aft having my dinner, went to wash the dishes, cuz paiseh ma, eat liao le.. den nt nice to sit dere and watch tv like tao pei gong lidat.. at least help to wash lo.. den wah, I wuz luffing at my reaction when I see the basin.. me and gal wid like luffing like wad in the kitchen when I told her abt my reaction.. hahahahahahahaxxx!!!!

Den gal and me brought whisky for a walk downstairs.. had a chat, we also continue luffing.. hahax.. can see gal trying to knock sum sense into me, trying to let me neo wad she’s trying to do.. and also trying to bring up the spirit.. hahax.. enjoyed my nite wid her.. and nt to forgt her dear whisky, trying to do ‘sumthing’ to me.. hahahahaxx!!! Gal ar, control ur dog well hor, if nt get him a mate to let him enjoy, if nt lidat hor, he’ll cannot control de worz..

Den went back home to take my bag and gal gimme an umbrella.. hahax.. den go take 197 home le lo.. now still on 197 blogging.. cool rite?? Hahax.. bo bian mus save time, den lidat reach home le, can zhuan xin and tok wid my gal gal.. hahax.. now at clementi le, at the NUS dere liao le.. think will reach home in abt 45 mins time bahz.. cuz nid to change 334 too.. =) shall update again tmr!!
~loving you~

6:41 AM<3

wow, it has been like twenty days since i've last bloged.. omg, my dear gal is trying to make me update by screaming at my tagboard.. hahax..

but nt bad la, happy, bery happy.. everything went bery smoothly.. bery fast lehz, new year over liao le.. abit like sway la, lost ang pao, den lost ring, den play wad lose wad, lose money.. but one gud thing is my family is happy, my gal gal is happy and i'm happy.. this already make me feel contented liao le..

this 20 days many things happened.. me and gal celebrated our valentines day at marina square's changing appitite.. gave her a bouquet of 2 piggy instead of flowers, cuz she STRICTLY warned me tat she dun wan me buy flowers.. hahax..

den we watch 2 movies together, Norbit and Protege.. i guess my gal gal enjoyed protege more hahax..

in these 20 days i also lost $200 to my dear frend fatty.. cuz he lost money at soccer.. so aiyaaa, i jus help as far as i can lo, hope one day when i nid help there is sumone hu will help me like i'm willing to help him..

den i realise me nong and richie like bery long nvr spend time together liao le.. so decided to jio them out during march holidays cuz only den can richie have a break and enjoy himself..

thru these 20 days, i really enjoyed myself bery much wid the companion of my gal gal.. tho my work like alwuz pissing me off.. ppl and thing happening at work give me anger, hate and boredom.. but gal gal is alwuz dere to make me feel gud.. gimme her advice, care and concern.. really bery happy.. but gal seem tired these couple of days.. seeing her lidat makes me feel heart-broken, hope gal can regain her 'jing shen' soon.. wanna see tat lively her, skipping, hopping and giving me her funny face and her jokes for daddy..

anyway gonna leave project shop on the 28th of feb.. darn fuck, only earn abt 600 a month.. how to survive?? den aft leave project shop gonna help gal in her studies, gona try get sum primary students to let me teach tuition.. so tat will have income even if i leave project, lidat den can let me and gal gal survive happily..

k la, end here le, i come update another day.. think this post can let gal read for quite sum time le bahz.. hahax.. i shall go zhou palace to find my gal liao le!!

~beloved daddy~

6:39 AM<3

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

6:32 AM<3

meet gal gal at bugis ytd.. den went WINDOW SHOPPING(tat kind tat dun enter shops).. =)hahax.. den 2 thai illigal immigrant went to sg river to enjoy the RIVER BREEZE.. hahax.. aft tat went toilet do business den went home aft sending gal home..

den today wah marina square darn quiet.. like ghost town sia.. mango zara all sale also no ppl.. so can u imagine a project shop without any sale going on?? much worse ar!! omg.. whole day chatting and luffing wid jeasen.. wad a day.. manager call to check sales figure, and wuz like shocked to hear from us.. hahax.. den wuz checking the sales figures when i reach lo, cuz dun tele wid office ma.. think of sum calculation error ma..

den aft tat during break, went to eat cavana wid han kai, pam and zhou hui.. den go back work until 8+ when i suppose ot knock off at 7.30.. hahax.. cuz wuz chatting wid jeasen abt sum politics stuff.. worry for myself and ah teck ma.. so we can take care of ourselves betta lo..

den when knock off le.. went to shop at marina square.. come up wid many ideas.. hahax.. hope they can brighten my gal gal's day soon(gal dun ask me abt the ideas, u'll get to know soon).. hahax..

upon reaching home, happen to take a look at steph blog.. wah so happening sia.. y are these ppl lidat sia.. haiz... see ppl scold my gal gal and my frends until lidat, heart-brokened.. haiz....

hope everything will be fine soon=(.....

~Your Loving Daddy~

7:39 AM<3

today.. read gal gal's blog.. wuz like happy.. hahax.. cuz the day before we were toking abt how we close up aft couple of years we know each other.. its jus like so weird.. hahax.. we know each other since sec 1.. den nt bery close mayb jus hi and bye.. den nvr tok abt other thigns liao le.. mayb in the past i nt sumone hu will make sumone wanna have a conversation with.. hahax..

den its like alwuz lidat until sec 5.. our final year in GESS, at the bery bery crucial moment where we are going to take our 'O'.. we finally started to close up.. and its like so maricle lo.. ppl alwuz gt relationship problems when comes to exam period.. but we close up so much during exam period.. i still remember it all started off wid a bite.. hahax.. bitten her at the bukit merah mac.. and this bite started everything within us.. hahax.. den i started to give her care and concern, award her sweets for waking me up early in the morning like 5.30am.. she would wake up at 5.30 can me until i ans, den go slip again.. hahax.. how swit of her.. honestly, she is really a nice gal.. gal, dun alwuz feel so lowly of urself.. have sum confdence in BOTH u, me and our future..(hopefully the word future wun give u much stress) hahax.. slowly la.. no hurry.. take ur time, when u feel tat its time den we tok abt take another step.. dun worry abt my feeling, i'll b honest wid u like i alwuz will.. if i were to feel uneasy i'll bring up to u so tat both of us can solve it..

den wuz toking toking toking.. she suddenly start to comment abt a pot.. den i wuz like "wad?? again??".. guess wad she came up wid thie Pan On Tampinese.. i wuz like 'wad??'.. den she say u put all the first alphabert of the few words together.. i wuz.. wth?? lidat u also can come up wid, pan on tampinese!!!! hahax.. darn cool lo.. hahax..

cute gal... hahax..

Love ya gal..
Muacks!!

~Beloved Daddy~

6:27 PM<3

today.. woke up le, den go jurong st 41 market eat eat.. wah angry lehz.. i so stupid, think i left my money on the eating table.. den either wind blow or forgt to take.. $9 lehz.. argh!!! no moeny le still lost money!!!

den aft tat dad send me to work.. happening ar, take wrong route in AYE.. den make one big round, make me late by 10 mins.. haiz.... enjoyed my chat wid sister on the way to work.. darn cute ar she.. hahax..

den work lo... work work work.. until 2+ den my gal gal wake up.. ABIT later den normal (according to her)..=) hahax.. den she busy ironing her stuff i work work work.. den gt one aunty come my shop ask me can leave her pineapple in my shop ma.. cuz she wanna use to worship God wan.. cannot bring to toilet can't leave on floor.. so i hang at the shop dere lo.. den when she come out she wuz like thanking me like i save her life lidat lo.. den she say sumtimes like 'let you lucky lucky hor(in hokkien)'.. =)

den knock off le cal gal gal.. we had dinner at long john at the new building at clark quay.. had long john, initially wanted to bring her to a 'restruant' to eat.. but haiz.. daddy no money liao le.. sry gal... fail to give u the best this time.. but i can see tat she enjoyed the dinner at long john.. glad to see tat.. =)

den aft tat walk her home, den took 197 home liao le lo.. long ride.. but made gud use of the time to rest.. den change 334 home liao le..

haiz.. tmr off.. duno wanna go out sell things nt, also duno wan go see doc ma.. no money liao le.. scared transport waste money.. den can't sell anything.. haiz.. den i going for the army check up soon.. so wuz thinking if i can dun waste the money go check up now.. haiz.. den hope gal gal can come my place.. duno la.. ltr gonna have a chat wid her.. wonder if she would go see doc wid me den go my place?? =) duno la duno la duno la.............

~Strong Crow~

7:22 AM<3

today.. wah woke up late.. almost late for work.. should reach by 9.45.. but i reach 9.55.. anyway shop start at 10.. so its still alright.. =)

den work work work.. suddenly siti call me, ask me 'can manage??', den tell me ytd things gt stolen.. den the person tried to force the security tag outta the shirt, den the shirt gt stained, so the person throw into the toilet bowl.. sickening lehz.. den make the full-timers gotta pay.. haiz.. ke lian.. so i tried to help them push sales today.. cuz linda wuz saying tat if they can hit 4 figures today they dun have to pay for the top.. when i leave at abt 6 gt $550 liao le.. hope siti cna make it tonite, so both esther and her dun have to pay.. i tried my very best to help liao le..

den while working wuz messaging gal gal.. asking her abt the plan for the nite.. den she wuz like tired.. den her place dere crowded cuz gt the chinese new year opening ceremony.. den she dun feel like leaving home.. den in the end i wuz like say 'orhx, k lo' in a bery low tone.. gal tot i wuz sad or angry.. but actually i din blame her and wuz nt angry at all la.. gal u should neo rite?? when i called u aft i knock off my tone din contain any anger.. =)

den aft tat, wanted to go eat prata alone.. den gal ask me go home early when i wuz like one street away from the prata stall.. hahax.. den realise i left my addidas jacket in the shop.. den went back to take.. aft tat took 197 to jrong east mrt, den took 334 home liao le lo..

cook 3 pac maggie wid prawns.. hahax.. whole day only spent on transport.. ate muruku for the whole day, until reach home den eat maggie.. cool rite?? save lots money huh.. lame la, no moeny how to save.. hahax.. nt tat wanna save money so nvr eat, but is no money, so nvr eat.. hahax..

gal!! daddy updated liao le hor.. dun alwuz say i din update ar.. hahax...

=)

~The Crow~

5:37 AM<3

sian day.. work at marina.. den had a meal wid PX at abt 4,30 lidat.. den go back work lo.. when dilah go for second break i wuz alone in the shop.. wah darn urgent wanna pee sia.. den hor.. can't go lehz.. no ppl in shop to look aft le ma.. den bo bian.. tahan tahan until she come back lo.. =(..

den aft work chiong to gal gal place to find her.. stupid me wanted to give her the contact lense case.. in the end nvr give.. until i reach home den i realise i actualy wanna pass her.. =(

den today.. disappoint and made gal gal angry.. felt to bad deep inside.. she ask me to bring home the jacket.. den i wuz thinking the addidas is the thickest among all.. so i insist tat she keep it.. den i said like gt tat jacket dun wan me jacket liao le lo.. make her feel bery bad la.. den like i dun listen to her.. i really understand tat deep inside she is dun wan me catch a cold on the bus cuz quite late le, and the bus will b cold.. no doubt the bus darn cold la.. like fridge lidat sia.. omg.. i really feel so lucky to have the jacket if nt i freeze to death liao le.. den i think back of the whole situation.. i feel tat she is nt only angry but disappointed.. i should nt have like compare lo.. i should have know betta tat in her heart i'm near to tat first seat.. the most impt.. i shouldn't have doubts.. but i'm paranoid.. like i told her.. at times its gud, but at this situation its really bad.. is made her suffer..

gal daddy really neo my mistake liao le.. i'll nt make u angry again liao le..
-pull my own ear-
..sry sry sry..

den hor, nxt week rooster confirm liao le.. i working on tue.. think cna't go check up liao le.. most prob, nxt nxt week den go liao le bahz.. or mayb aft seiyu close(28th feb).. dun think its gonna make big difference this these couple of weeks bahz.. =)

~sian crow~

10:18 AM<3

today.. one of the happiest moments tat i'll nt easily forgt..

day started normally.. den gal ask me if can have dinner wid PX.. den i wuz like.. wanted to have a tolk wid her to tell her our things.. but she seems to isist on having dinner together wid her cuz PX seldom gt chance to eat wid us.. so i wuz like anything lo.. but deep inside feeling bery awful, cuz i felt tat like wad i wanna tell her is nt impt to her, and tat we can jus tok before and aft we meet our frends.. so aft work, i walk to her place bought her favourite black forest.. den wait for her come down.. den we enjoyed the cake.. and having a tok told her how i feel.. told her almost everyhting tat i think she should know.. den aft tat walk to raffles place to wait for PX.. while waiting for her we tok.. and i felt bery happy cuz she din wanna let me go.. she held on to me.. and tat really make me feel tat all i've done is worth it.. i once tot tat how she felt now is still the same as 3-4 months ago.. but in actual fact, there is alot difference.. and things are working out well.. she is trying her best and i'm trying mine..

all along i tot i wuz running the show all by myself.. however, i confirm tat its nt only me, but gal gal is also trying her best to do sumthing knowing this can keep me going.. i jus nid to neo tat she dun wan this to end and we can pull it thru.. she is nt a bad gal like she thinks, but she can b a bery bery gud gf.. she jus have to have sum confidence in herself.. and i'm willing to give her time to buld up the confidence..

one load is off my mind.. and this load could help me solve all my other probs.. this is the sourse tat would alwuz keep in going in wadeva i do.. i believe i'll pull thru all my other obstacles.. cuz she told me obstacle would b stepping stone once we overcome it(sounda familiar huh, gud tat she remember things i told her) hahax

love you gal..
Alwuz!!

Muacks!!

6:44 PM<3

recently nvr come blog.. tired.. so many thigns do, so many thigns to worry.. so many thigns bothering me.. argh!!!!!!

but today i bery bery bery happy.. gal gal came to look for me, wid the bag i got for her.. and she wore the le'range top tat i got her as well.. i jus have tat happiness tat no words can describe in me.. i hope deep inside she is happy too.. if nt there is also no point wearing it jus to make me have tat happiness..

i'm bery tired.. i think so much, i tot i'm clever, i tot i'm smart.. but aft so much tot, i still can't come up wid any solutions.. y m i alwuz lidat.. alwuz have to go thru this kinds shit.. i alwuz tell myself, i can do it.. i will do it.. y do the truth alwuz show me tat i'm jus nt the way i think i m?? wad success do i have.. nth.. wad m i.. i fool, wasting my life away.. i neo wad i wan.. but i duno how to get it.. i crack my braines, crack my head.. i still can't find the best solution.. it seems to apply to everything, nt tat i can solve sum prob.. but it seems like all the probs i'm facing, i can solved none of them..

now ppl, u guy neo y i din wanna blog?? i dun have the mood to blog.. i'm lost, i duno wad to do.. i duno wad i say.. saying sumthing here can make my gal gal worry at the other end of the world.. and she wun tell me tat she worry, she'll jus keep the worries to herself, and making my probs her probs.. the biggest reason is this.. one person going thru this shit is enuff.. i dun wan another person hu i love, and love me to go thru this as well.. i rather she nt know anything and continue to b happy as she alwuz is.. but i recently realise is can't b lidat anymore.. i can't hold on anymore.. i've been going thru this for long time.. i'm a human as well.. i can't alwuz face disappointment.. i nid solutions.. sum kind souls like jesus, guan yin, guan gong.... if u all can help me.. den help me pls.. i'm jus like a lost child, keep telling i can walk outta this place, get myself and her to a palce we love to b.. but i jus couldn't help me nor her.. argh!!!!!!!!!!

and abt health.. i really duno wad going on wid my health.. i jus can feel tat sumthing is wrong.. i really hope this is all my tots only.. and i'm still perfectly healthy.. i can't afford to fall sick now, i can't take anymore da ji liao le.. haiz.....

Wad have i done to deserve this.. is it true when ppl say we'll encounter great enjoyment and happiness aft great obstacles and sorrows.. if tats the case i really hope i can cross all my obstacles now.. and even cross her obstacles.. so tat we can both b happy together.. she is sumone hu nids help, tho look strong.. able to solve everything herself.. but aft so long, i can see tat she is weak deep inside.. tats y i can't bare to see her going thru the obstacles.. haiz.......

vex ar............

but ppl out dere.. dun ever worry.. i'm the crow tat will nvr stop flying high in sprit.. u'll see myever smiling face.. continue to live on hope continue to light up ppl's life wid my smiles and advices.. hopefully i can at least help u even if i can't help myself...

-tired crow-

10:57 AM<3

Moon River..

Moon River,
wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end-- waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.

6:56 PM<3

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up
Till I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's goneI'm still holding on
So tell me, where do I start'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
Cos heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

But tell me where do I start
Coz it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
Coz heaven knows

Why I live in despair
Coz wide awake or dreamin
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray

Coz heaven knows.

Heaven knows... heaven knows.

9:28 AM<3

recently.. haiz.. so vex.. no money.. wanna buy so many thigns.. haiz.. but soon it'll b over.. tmr gonna see the fat boss, to get money.. no matter wad tmr i dun get my 2000 i'm nt gonna leave the way i should..

so fast, gal gal turning 18 liao le.. 2 more days nia.. hahax.. hope she'll think betta and neo hu treats her best=) of cuz, hope she'll enjoy herself like nvr b4 lo.. hahax.. 18 bay lehz.. my gal gal bday bery impt and grand wan lehz.. she mus b happiest.. hahax..

haiz... jus had a chat wid gal gal.. i really duno how long more mush her frends torture her.. giving her so much worries.. so much problems.. haiz.. so worried for her.. tho she tell me normal.. but i neo deep inside her, there is much more then jus normal.. there might b heart-breaks, thinking of y are things lidat now, so different from the past.. haiz..

aiyaaa!!! hope she'll jus leave them as memories like photographs.. left to b tot of and look at once in a while.. bottom line is, she mus b happy.. if anyone make her life miserable i'm gonna make tat person's life worse many many more times.. her happiness is all tat matters to me!!!

recently, me and gal gal progressing well lo.. thigns sort of went smoothly.. i dun mind nt having anything.. i jus wan to b wid her happily ever aft.. seeing her happy, i'm more den happy le..

wah den tat day went to project shop retail gathering at ceni kbox.. wah happening tat day sia.. hahax.. wah i drunk like duno wad sia.. heard jeasen tell me so many thigns i've done.. wah abit paiseh sia.. hahax.. jeasen say now the whole project shop know me liao le.. hahax..

-tired crow-

Daddy told the story~

8:45 AM<3

today.. blood came out out my mouth again.. for quite sumtime, the blood left me alone.. today, suddenly tio choke wid tea.. den those blood came out again.. haiz..

tried to hide from gal gal, but in the end still told her.. initially din wanna let her neo cuz dun wan her worry.. but she is nt stupid ma.. haiz.. still told her the truth lo..

i guess if the blood come out again, den i go see doc lo.. shouldn't b anything serious la.. still gt so many things to do.. mus take care of my gal gal, mus celebrate bday for her.. hahax.. wun die so easily.. i still mus wait for her ans.. wun die so easily de la=) hahax..

today slip until 2 den wake up i guess.. hahax.. den rot at home the whole day.. din even step outta hse one step..

den she told me abt y she so vex ytd le.. i neo i can't do much help.. but at least i can offer her a listening ear.. haiz.. really can't blame her for being lidat.. if its me i'll also be bery vex de.. a big family might nt b a gud thing.. haiz..

gal no matter wad u're facing, daddy's gonna face it wid u.. no matter how tough it gets, u'll nvr walk alone, i'm gonna b carrying u on my back to walk u through..

-crow-

5:09 AM<3

today.. wah stock take ar.. tired.. climb high and low.. den aft doin all the display all the 3 women hide int he store do stock take lo.. win liao lo.. leave me outside alone.. listening to songs and toking to the clothes lo..

den when lunch time, Jesslyn came to have lunch wid me.. aft which we go walk walk around bugis den i go back work liao le..

den rot in the shop until 7.. went to buy sumthings.. den go home liao lo.. bump onto my parents at coffee shop!! hahax.. sat down and ate together.. hahax..

btw today whole day rain rain rain rain rain sia.. CANNOT LEHZ!!!! hahax... gal gal b thinking 'omg, daddy is fully influenced liao le' hahax..

den reach home watch tv while waiting for gal gal cal me.. den tok tok tok.. but realise gal gal is troubled, vex and feeling down.. but haiz.. hu ask me so uselesss, can't think of anything to help her.. come to think of it.. is she mad cuz i playing game and like nt toking to her whole-heartedly??

aiyaaaa, duno la.. wadeva it is.. still my fault la.. can't even make her feel betta.. haiz.. jus hope tat she'll b feeling betta and sharing wid me tmr lo..

-Useless Crow-

9:30 AM<3

today.. my off day.. hahax.. no work anyway, slip until 9+ lidat.. den woke up.. prepare thigns to cook lunch for my dear gal gal.. hahax.. cycle to tamah jurong to buy ingredients to cook lo.. den went home, cook vegetables, crabs.. heat up the LOR BA, and the fried rice.. hahax..

den gal gal reach le.. darn poor thing la.. like duno how long bo eat ldiat.. come up only on tv, start eating liao le.. hahax.. darn cute.. tho she din help me wid the cooking, but see her eating so cute, already contented liao.. heart melt for her liao.. willing to do everything for her, she happy can liao.. honestly, today the way i cook the crab, i nvr do b4, but both gal and me feel tat its pretty gud.. hahax.. glad to hear tat man.. tho it's jus pretty gud, i gonna make sure one day she tell me 'delicious!!!' hahax..

den aft makan went to bed.. fighted, rested, tickled, rested, bitten, rested.. lots of things to be said to her, but she seems to b busy now..

den until abt 5.40, woke up realise the HApPY fIsH showing liao.. we chiong go watch.. hahax.. aft, the happy fish finish liao le.. chiong go my cousin hse.. hahax.. the journey dere already spend lots time liao le.. den at dere spend abt 1 hr sia.. haiz.. den make gal gal go home so late.. feel so bad, let her one gal go back home alone lo, and its like late le.. haiz.. but ok la, we sms along the way, at least i neo she's safe..

den now rotting in front of laptop, waiting for her cal..

-smiling crow-

7:54 AM<3

haiz.. a new year has begun..

duno y i'm like nt happy.. or i should say, there is nth for me to b happy.. actually, for me to b happy, i only nid to see ppl around me happy.. but i duno y, i jus felt tat the person i m wid for the last few min of 2006 and first few min and 2007, isn't bery happy.. wadeva i do, i try my best to make it the best for u.. disappointed tat u jus said 'watched fire-works. (9 mins)'..

but many things happened during 2006.. picked up smoking, managed to quit b4 2007.. tho i really hurt sumone and disappointed sumone b4 i eventually really quit.. but i still manage to keep my promise to quit b4 the dateline.. however, i still believe tat i hurt sumone deeply, 'after having such a BIG n SERIOUS quarrel with him, he still smoke.' but its all the past liao le la.. its 2007.. a new me, new life.. ne begining..

life's contradicting.. on one hand u wanna use urself to make sumone do sumthing, but on the other hand u dun wan him/her to do it for u.. y wanna make life so difficult.. haiz.. wads wid people and life man..

A love B alot.. B knows how A feels toward her.. but B has no confidence in herself.. past relationship give her feeling tat she'll do the same thing to A and that A will b deeply hurt eventually.. B alwuz dun give A any sense of security, give A a feeling tat 'there is no diff if dere is him or not'.. sometimes B gives A hope, love, and happiness, and sumtimes say things tat break A's heart.. wad is gonna happen is the future, if we keep saying tat'll happen, and u keep wanting to break my heart first, so it wun hurt more nxt time, i'll b the one alwuz getting hurt, even if we really can b a pair in the end.. how would u neo this time it'll b the same.. u r not God, u wun neo how would it come out this time, its wouldn't b 'all die'.. the 'all die' ending is only a problem in a narrative, the final ending will b happily ever after.. u keep telling urself 'all die' will alwuz b the ending, den ur partner will b the one alwuz getting hurt, till u're convince tat it'll b a happily ever aft ending..

u think leting him getting hurt all along is betta or giving him love until the very moment tat he should really get hurt?? everyone deserve to b treated well, treat him the way u would like to, dun treat him like tat jus cuz u feel tat its unfair to him, if u really feel tat its unfair, den alwuz hurting him is unfair, giving him the love tat he deserve is den fair.. rite?

no one neos wad'll happen in the future, i might nt even have future.. i might die any moment from now.. appriciate wad we have with us.. love those hu are worthy for our love.. dun wait until one day he/she is gone, den we regret for nt treating him betta..

its a new year, change the way u look at things.. every one will eventually have a happily ever after.. u might jus say u dun wanna have a 'happily ever after' YET, but dun u think, tat no one is forcing u to a happily ever after.. u can jus treat me nicer, and let me walk wid u to OUR HAPPILY EVER AFTER.. isn't it selfish to treat me ldiat and hopping tat i'll leave u alone, which u are bery sure deep inside, tat i'll nt leave u alone??

change the song u listen to.. keep listening to songs tat tell u we are ppl from diff world like 'zhui jing' will let u feel tat u shoiuld hurt me more, so tat we can 'hug each other and cry'.. if u listen to songs like 'jing jing de', u might understand how i feel le..

Wo Hai Zhai Deng Zhe Ni
Jing Jing De Ai Wo
Zhi Yao You Ni Pei Wo
Jing Jing De Jiu Zhu Gou
Ni Ye Zhai Deng Zhe Wo
Jing Jing De Wen Rou
Jiu Zhe Yang Shou Qian Qian
Jing Jing De Kan Zhe Tian Kong

thru u, i found true love.. dun ask me how i neo this is true love.. i can confirm tell u.. this is true love.. sumthing i've never experience b4.. wad is have for u is true love.. dun try to hurt me and let me give up anymore.. u should know i am nt going to give up liao le.. y dun love me instead and wanna carry on finding ways to hurt me once in a while.. deep inside u dun wanna hurt me, y mus u force urself..

it'll b a betta year as compared to last yr.. wad happened last yr is a history.. this is a new year.. new begining, new chapter.. we shall flip open our new page of life and start afresh..

Gimme ur hand
let us walk hand in hand
thru, high and low tides
Big and small flames
until we finally come to reach the end..

a new born 'crow' and a 'mother pig' has jus arrived on planet earth!!

-newborn crow-

8:04 AM<3

haiz.. i'm such a failure.. nt u.. i'm the biggest failure.. but rather u are the reason y i can hang on until now.. i've been feeling like shit for pass 2 days, but thinking of myself, my family, myself and u.. i hung on.. stop myself.. until today.. i really can't take it anymore..

i really disappointed u, myself and ppl around me today.. i done so much shit, make ppl tat care for me worry, get hurt, feel disappointed.. tat stick of shit actually brought my so much trouble, i'm nt gonna touch it anymore.. no matter how difficult i nt gonna touch it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the reason y i told u is becuz i dun wanna hide from u.. i wan u to neo the truth, the progress.. i'm walking towards my goal, i wun blame u if u're disappointed when u see me fail, i wun blame u for doin the things tat u do.. i fall, i couldn't take endure, its all my fault.. u've done ur part, like u said, its now up to me, i din appriciate and try my best when u help me quit, but i took u for granted.. now tat i'm like this, i'm all to blame.. i'll stand up myself and show u, myself, my family, the world.. tat KELVIN IS NO LONGER A SMOKER..

wad i say now might b jus crap to ppl reading this.. words and actions might b bery different.. but i'll make sure my words and actions match each other..

PEOPLE, believe the truth only when u see it..

Please, continue to watch the movie till the very end..

Please....

-Determined crow-

9:10 AM<3

haiz.. recently so tired.. so sick and tired of everything..

begin wid jobs, sumtimes i really feel so guity.. intro 'sumone' into the job, den is like now like me lidat lo.. fighting the war together.. if nt me, she can lead a peaceful and normal life.. working jus one job, geting the pay.. no nid so vex.. haiz.. really so sick and tired of jobs.. for $$ i'm doin all these shit.. haiz.. if 'sumone' is nt there wid me to fight this war, i really duno how m i to face it alone..

abt frends, i guess this is the one wid no prob.. me richie and nong still strong.. when i heard nong say bery ong nvr go out le, i wuz like, so blessed tat we 3 are like still bonded together to the extend tat we will miss the times we spend wid the presence of each other.. tho aft so long, our hearts are still together.. also glad neoing a frend like PX, dun wish to eleborate, but if she happen to see this.. i really glad knowing u..

abt love.. me and sumone had prob recently, abt me smoking.. like i told her.. tho i'm really sad abt it.. but i really dun blame her for doin wad she has done.. i really understand tat she has run outta solutions to this prob.. she has tried almost everything, but i'm still lidat.. tho hurting, but she still mean well.. like to told her, this time i really mean it.. as a man, i'm gonna keep my words, for the sake or myself, my family, her, our future.. i gonna make sure i'll kick the habit b4 the dateline.. overall, nvr regret having her.. and i still remember i promise to gives u more smiles each day.. hahax.. remember things i've told u ar.. its nt the ans u come up wid at the dateline tat matters, but rather is the ans tat you have deep in you tat matters.. no hurry.. ur happiness is all tat matters..

-really din blame u for nt coming down to eat..(i neo u tired)
-lucky today me and jeasen dere okok liao..

going to bed liao le..-yawns-

-tired crow-

10:05 AM<3

wah.. woke up den wash up and left home early today.. jus to go tat stupid spa thing.. knn go dere waste time nia la.. den wah see the booth already piss me off liao le la.. haiz.. den at toa payoh until abt 3-4 lidat.. went to orcard meet shine and ppl cuz celebrate chea shun bday ma.. basically went wid 'sumone', cuz i dun wish her to get hurt anymore.. i dun wish to see her sad anymore.. she might seemt o b sumone bery strong on the outside, but honestly, she i darn weak inside.. she would get hurt and offended bery easily..

reach dere.. meet joyce and frends, den we offer to collect cake from them.. den go paragon find my brother and brother!! hahax.. den aft tat meet them at sum HC restruant.. den at dere celebrate lo.. seriously, tat place hor.. fucking ex la.. ppl might think tat i'm Low Class.. but i seriously feel tat its darn ex dere la..

den aft tat we at paragon walk walk lo.. den went to the Mont Blanc shop, went to dunhill shop.. hahax.. all so HC rite?? hahax.. aft tat wah, when wanna go home, raining so heavy until the cats and dogs all come down sia.. den she go toilet remove make-up.. i chiong go buy umbrella, cuz 'sumone' falling sick le, if let her walk in rain really scared she'll fall ill tmr la..

den aft she come out we walk to the bus-stop outside hereen.. den took a bus, i go city hall meet my cousins, she go home.. den aft meet my cousin tok abt business and have dinner at the same time.. den aft tat took mrt home wid them liao lo..

den wah, reach lakeside liao le hor, fuck!!! rain heavily la, really like all the cats and dogs rain down le sia.. den bo bian, wait a while, but still nvr stop lehz.. wah den du lan liao.. walk the overheadbridge, den to the HDB flats.. knn, the HDB flats nt all linked wid shelter de la.. cb!! den wah cursing and swearing at the void deck la.. but bo bian, still heavy rain can't afford to wait.. so carry everything den chiong in the rain to my market.. on the way hor, wah almost die la.. gt one puddle of water in front of me, den i siam, but forgt my shoe slipery.. so slip and fall.. me head almost kana the railing at the side of the road.. luckily my left hand grab, the railing wuz like less den 10cm away form my head la.. i wuz telling 'sumone' if i tio my head, mayb i'll forgt u sia.. hahax.. den i dere mumble:"wah heng ar, 'or-mi-to-hoot' ar!" den i carry on running.. darn stupid gt one town council dere can actualy cut thruought to reach market de.. but fuck tat boddy town council dor close le.. so bo bian run in rain again.. when reach kopitiam everyone look at me like one siao person, cuz i carying my cousin handbag, wid the stock inside.. den like one wet bapok walking into the kopitiam lidat lo.. argh!!

den continue to run home liao le.. run until my legs really tired until pain la.. is nt like 'suan' lehz, but is pain lehz!! argh!!

hope 'sumone' gt remember wad i say.. dun b stress over those things liao le.. ur job is stressful enuff liao.. dun let these stuff add on to ur stress.. daddy wan u to b happy.. cuz seeing ur smile will bring a smile to my face..

-tired wet crow-

8:11 AM<3

okok, mus write how i feel.. actually i felt this long ago liao le la.. i feel tat when 'sumone' wid her frends, she would like me to give her some space, and nt tag along.. and when i wid my frends, she would nt wanna tag along also.. cuz she wan me to have my space.. but sumtimes deep inside, i hope tat she can come wid me.. neo more abt my frends.. at least if one day i'm gone she neo hu to find.. ask abt me, ask them if they've seen me.. at least neo hu i hanging out wid lo.. haiz.. but i also nt gonna blame her la.. cuz she dun really like ALL my frends.. haiz.. i shall let heaven do sumthing abt this between us bahz..

when at cousin hse today, i felt tat family warmth lo.. nt cuz they are bery loving, gt family bond.. but duno y, when i see her child, i jus gt tat urge to have a family, and a child of my own.. wuz telling rich, knn ppl at our age only think of enjoy the fuck, and hope no child.. but i here crazy abt starting a family anf having children.. hahax.. how i really wish i have my own family, where i can have my wife and child wid me, whenever i reach home.. i finally understand y ppl say, when u have a family, every single thing you would do for ur family is worth it..

today, slip at 6 am in the moring aft playing dota.. aft the gamming its like 6.30 liao.. i wuz telling him, wah tired sia.. bro slip lehz.. den we both go slip le.. he slept on my sis bed.. while sis slip wid parents..

when woke up 10 am.. slept for like 4 hours nia.. den chiong go shower.. den force richie go wash up, den chiong go find my cousin, get my stocks from her, den cousin drive me to send goods to 'sumone' mum's shop..

den aft tat cousin drop my at bugis, went to project shop to work until 4, den go break, again meet han jai for lunch lo.. ate chicken rice at the liang seah street.. hahax.. den went back to work.. wah, sian sia.. time like going darn slow la.

den finally knock off at 8 le.. richie and teck come find me.. richie came to return me the bottles of sample i use to sell my products.. den teck is come interview.. den wait i knock off went to find yong at suntec.. i bought ah beng's present; a stick of cigar, den i bought a box for myself too.. i really can't enter tat shop sia.. i'll confirm spend de la!! omg omg omg!!

den aft tat went to meet 'sumone' at city hall.. den we enjoy the scenery at the singapore river for a while.. den started to pour, so we go kopitiam eat fishball noodles.. hahax.. really enjoy my nite wid her.. tho its jus few hours, jus a dinner.. jus a walk home.. but times when i'm wid her, i can really feel HAPPINESS!!

i get even happier when i see this;


-Happy Crow-

8:50 AM<3

today.. wah tired sia.. cuz went back project shop liao le ma.. den wah, standing from 2-8 nia hor.. tired liao le.. really getting older liao le sia.. abit tired liao le.. feeling so shag la..

knn today jus calculated, i work 3 jobs lidat hor.. monthly earn less den 1500 sia.. haiz.. but too bad la.. hu ask me no 'O's haiz.. bo bian lo.. gt to bare wid it..

morning woke up liao le.. went to angie's ma ma shop to show her my facial mask products.. den went to river walk building meet my client diana.. pass her the facial masks..

den aft tat wne to fat boss's office.. spend sum time dere.. den went to bugis to work at project shop lo.. work work work work.. sian sian sian sian.. no ppl de la.. i think fly ans mosquito more den ppl la.. hahax.. den when having break go meet hankai for a drink den go smoke.. den when around 8, 'sumone' came to meet me for dinner.. its where my happyiness all begins..

we went to the 'restruant' opposite bugis junction's mos burger.. they cal it liang seah street.. hahax.. 'sumone' and me neo it best.. hahax.. at dere eat dinner, den walk walk walk walk back to 'sumone' home.. while waliing home, i really feel things begining to improve between us lo.. in the past, i used to grab her hand.. but now, its like i can feel the grab between the both of us la.. dere is this force between both our hands, its no longer me the one going towards her, but she is also walking towards me too.. i really felt bery happy abt it.. tho its jus a small matter.. but to me, its really sumthing tat make me darn happy la.. tho its jus a step closer within us, but this small step, step by step, really can bring us together sumday.. like i once told her.. i'm nt rushing her, no one is rushing us.. we can take our time to really make sure tat we are ment for each other.. hahax..

haiz.. abt my sales lehz.. for the masks things, i can see my money growing la.. tho still haven't make any sale, but i can really see ppl keen to buy le.. hahax.. jus waiting for orders to b confirm.. i really hope this mask business can make me rich la.. haiz.. really despo for money ar..

den aft send 'sumone' home, walk to outram mrt to meet richie, cuz he wuz saying his lan jiao class gathering wuz like fuck.. pathetic until only like few ppl.. den i jio him come my hse ton lo.. hahax.. den seldom he gt chance to come ppl hse ton de la.. or rather i should say darn seldom he can ton de la.. cuz his parents are rather strict..

haiz.. now abt the sad stuff.. my family hor.. i feel tat there is really lack of communication lo.. i really feel tat i nid to sit down wid my parents sumday and discuss abt our family's situation.. parents really dun understand me, they only think tat i alwuz go home late, dun alwuz feel tat they can live without their frend, so can i.. but do they ever notice tat at my age, if i do nt have gud terms wid my frends, hu m i to rely on when i'm out?? they can't b wid me foreva.. i have to b in gud relationship wid my frends as they would b the one able to help me in the future.. haiz.. but richie told me sumthing tat is true, cuz i wuz toking to 'sumone' she wuz saying i'm already a ncie guy liao le.. at the age of 17, abt to bring $600 into the family to pay PUB bills.. its already amazing liao le.. but for richie, he said sumthing tat really makes sense to me.. he say ur parents are nt gonna let you come home late for like 4 days a week jus becuz u bring home $600 to pay PUB bill.. they wun let me go astray, jus cuz i bring back $600 lo.. hahax.. true, tat y i feel tat i really nid their understanding lo.. instead of quarreling wid them.. haiz....

-VEX CROW-

8:05 AM<3

wah today... gt happiness gt sad gt heartbrokened..

firstly, i realise 'sumone' brought our photo out today.. carry wid her, put in her bag.. she say will nt bring out, but today she let me see.. hahax.. den we working at IMM lo.. basically today is a slacking day la.. no mood work, no mood pull customer.. den i like abit gastric lidat sia..

den aft tat one of our college came.. den we go wlak walk go makan, aft tat she ask for our fone to see see.. den see see see le, we go toilet.. aft tat angie pass her a pouch, inside all the mp3 cash and hp.. tat wuz the last time angie saw her hp.. she did nt even neo her hp lost lehz..

dun we reach my hse have dinner liao le.. she ask me gt see her fone ma, it wuz den she realise she lost her fone liao le.. haiz.. we both suspect tat its tat fucker steal wan la.. but too bad, no evidence.. how?? haiz.. ke lain de 'sumone' go back sure tio gan by mum de..
haiz...........

den she wuz like, darn ke lian la.. burst into tears.. so depressed, so sad, so disappointed.. haiz.. den me lehz, so useless, so useless, so useless.. seeing sumone i love in tears yet i can only comfort her, and nth else.. i can't get her fone back for her.. i can't do anything..
haiz.......

den its like sent her to the mrt liao le.. on the way help her think of ways to tel her mum lo.. i mean tats the only thing i can do la.. haiz..

den when she reach home she cal me, u luckily her mum din gan her much la.. haiz..

from today on i gonna work hard.. earn many many many many many many money.. nid to get her a new fone, nid to settle my christmas stuff.. nid to buy things.. all are money.. hard work pays, i'll work hard!!!
FOR MYSELF, FOR HER, FOR OUR FUTURE, FOR US..

hope she's feeling betta liao le lo.. den now still stomach giving her prob.. haiz.. ke lian lehz she.. haiz.......

-brokened hearted crow-

9:52 PM<3

knn today woke up late, den tot ah sam will b dere to monitor our performance.. chiong to IMM aft washing up.. wah aft tat hor, fucking hungry la.. den eat 'xiang chang' hahax.. knn, in the end, for the whole day ah sam did nt even appear lo.. i tot she'll like come wid emily.. but found out tat emily sick..

wah, today got my first customer into the booth sia.. in the end nvr buy.. sort of du lan la.. den like abit disappointed lorx.. gt tat kidna feel like dun wanna carry on liao.. u neo i work so hard to get cust into booth, den in the end come booth nvr buy anything..

den today i saw joanna and serene coming back to booth wid a face mask.. den i wuz like.. 'eh i can help push sally sis's sale..' den i tell them abt the products and their price.. den i called jie down to tok to them.. cuz i wuz thinking, if i were to sell them directly, den its like, i work for jie jie dere also.. dey can jus go tell emily la.. den abt 8.45pm, jie jie come le.. tok to them until 10+ lehz.. for abt 1 hr lehz.. wah, den she tok until the 3 of them really convince tat its gud.. the 3 cust even wanna buy at on the spot.. hahax.. but jie jie din have stocks available, so she ask them to go home try the mask, den tmr cal her if they wanna order the mask..

den while sis toking to the 3 of them me went to SK to buy sum stuff, cuz really beautiful.. hahax.. i shall nt tok abt it any futher..

den wah, today really go broke liao le.. wah.. tmr really mus sms mum cal her tranfer money.. if nt i tmr eat shit liao le.. hahax.. wonder if there'll b any kind soul to provide me wid meals tmr.. hahax..

amazingly, bosses have been treating me meals lately.. hahax.. today sally jie jei treat me dinner, ytd emily treat me dinner.. hahax.. really thx to them all, if nt i really would b eating shit today..

FUCKING BROKE!!

-tired crow-

7:46 AM<3

ytd, 'sumone' fall asleep while watching tv.. i rushed home, cal until fone spoil le also bo ans.. confirm tat 'sumone' slip le.. tot sumone dun wan me.. cuz tat sumone will like siao once every few weeks.. tot she siao-ing again..

today woke up late, went to booth.. meet han den sit down tok tok den she go bugis wid frend liao le.. den went to booth sit sit a while, den go office for training liao le.. knn today darn du lan la, ask them take 197 they wan take 143.. in the end, we reach office at 3.15 la, when we should like reach dere at 3 lahz.. den when we alight from bus they still cn slowly walk la.. du lan wan lehz, i really angry la, going to get scolding le still slowly walk.. argh!!!

den aft tat reach dere liao le.. stupid bernard late.. den me go downstair dirnk thing den smoke.. aft tat go back.. knn wait for so long, aft tat emily said bernard wun b comin.. argh!! wasted my time..

den aft training went to makan wid sam jie emil and johnathan and zi kang.. den aft tat me walk to fook hai building dere de market.. den dere drink tea, wait for 'sumone' wait wait wait.. wait wait wait.. den sumone finally come..

actually i bery scared she dun wan see me, den tell me she tired.. but she din disappoint me.. she came to meet me.. the sway thing is wy wuz dere.. den wah, i can see her face turn black la.. haiyoooo.. i wuz like.. 'oh shit! sumbody's gonna get hurt real bad..' if tat sumbody is me i dun mind, if anything one of them i jia lat.. guity ar.. haiz..

den aft she come we tok alot.. i finally told her abt the choco buffet thing, abt the lie i said, abt the stuff i hide from her.. but i explained tat all my doins wuz for her gud.. i really hope this lie would nt break the trust she have in me.. if nt i'm really ke lian liao.. did sumthing for her own gud, den in the end get this kidna result..

and i can't believe wad i said today.. i did nt actually planned, but i jus feel it tat way.. it jus came so strong;

'i'm alwuz puting high hopes to everything, disappointment to me is already nth to me.. but ratehr everytime i face disappointment, i'll jus accept it wid a smile and hope for a betta tmr..'

'i dun believe in force, but rather if u do it willing there is the effect instead of forcing u, with no effect, no happiness.. if aft these 3 months, we were to force into a relationship, den nth gud is gonna come outta it, but if we were to b together willingly, den there is the bond the love to carry on.. love is like the lubricant, it keep the relationship going.. i'm nt gonna force u into anything but rather, i wan u to take ur time to think and think and think, if u feel tat its time den we begin..'

'you wanna have fun, u dun wanna stop rite?? fine! i'll go chiong almost everyday, i jsu dun wan anything bad to happen to u.. at least if i go chiong i can b at where u are asap if sumthing were to go wrong..'

'wadeva u do, wadeva ur dicussion, most impt is u happy, no once can force u into things tat u dun like.. take ur time, do wad u wanna do.. have a goal in ur life, think of ways to attain ur goal, altho on the road to ur goal will have lots difficulties, but to look at it as OBSTACLES or STEPPING STONE is up to u.. looking it as obstacles will make u further from ur goal, look at it as a stepping stone wil only bring u nearer to ur goal.. think abt it.. everyone mus have a goal in life, everyone can do sumthing big on earth..'

'i am doind wad i'm doing today, nt only cuz i hope to have u to b my gf in the future, but if we really can't b together, at least changing u everyday would make u into a betta person and contribute to the society one day..' (sum text are added)

she said she is nt looking for a shore to start building her hse.. wad i feel is, its normal, nt everygal at this age will wanna think abt starting a family.. she've gt a point too, if she dun have fun now, dun play now, dun chiong now, when she play?? when she hit 50?? i can understand.. and my response to her is..

u wan play, u wan fun.. can.. i can b the shore for u, i can also b the ship for u.. u dun feel like stopping, let's move on have fun, until u feel like coming back, i'll send u back and set up a homeland together..

i've decided, by the end of 3 month, i guess i'll have the capital to go chiong and have fun liao le.. thigns are still these way, i'm willing to go chiong go have fun go dance.. i jus dun wanna see anything happen to her while she is having fun.. at least when she is having fun, sumthing happen to her, i can jus get to the situation in a matter of minutes and nt if i at home it'll b a matter of hours tat i'll b able to reach her liao le..

perhaps its jus the fact tat i owe is to her in my previous life bahz.. and tat i feel tat being wid her, taking care of her is my responsiblity.. sumtimes, it jus take a little care from her to bring a smile to my face.. for her to care of me, i already feel hopeful.. altho she alwuz claim tat i'll regret one day.. but i really believe tat its jus a matter of time and effort.. if she feel tat i'm the one she love, and wanna b wid foreva, she'll jus think of my almost every hour.. perhaps it jus the fact tat she jus haven't come across sumone tat really makes her feel tat 'he is the ONE!!' i shall wait for her to have this feeling wid me..

lets jus hope tat we would stay strong as a 'couple', and go thru storm and waves together.. this way, greater understand, bond and love will b within us..

-guardian crow-

3:35 AM<3

1 month and 1 day to go..

recently darn tired ar.. slip early in the moring like 2-4 am, den wake up at 9-10 am.. really shag.. ytd only slept at 4.45 den woke up at 10 this morning.. den aft tat wear nice nice liao le.. went down to chinatown bought 'sumone' porridge and sum medicine to cure her flu.. liek hide and seek la, i go her hse, she at shop, i reach shop she at home liao le.. hahax.. den eventually she gt eat the porridge la, but i guess quite cold liao le..

glad to hear tat she really did feel betta aft taking the medicine, the way she tok, the attitude, the tone also do show tat she is recovering la.. hahax.. at least see her feeling betta i also felt betta deep inside la..

den aft tat went to dad office to promote my spa thing to Ms Diana Tan.. tot she gonna buy, but instead she did me a favour buy sending an e-mail to all the staffs in the office, so its sort a publicity for free la.. hope to hear gud news from them lo..

den aft tat head back to meet 'sumone', den tok tok, she ask me go back IMM lo.. wah den i wuz like darn tired, and dun feel like going booth nor home la.. but ok la, she wuz like so determine to wan me go back so i listen to her and go back lo.. in exchange i ask her promise me to go home early aft meeting her frends ltr..

haiz.. 'sumone' went out wid frends lo.. tho i might jus told her tat its alright and she can go wid her frends until late, cuz she already DECIDED to stay till the end of the recording.. but deep inside, feeling like so much 'dun wan' let her stay so late.. sick lehz.. still go home so late.. altho ya la, recovering aft eating the medicine i bought today.. but dun rest early, tmr will b worse lo.. haiz.. but wad can i do, tats her frends, she should spend sumtime wid her frends when its like it've been so long since they together.. den i also nt her whoeva, wad rights do i have to make sure she listen to wad i say.. even if i m her bf or even husband, i still have to let her spend time wid her frends ma.. haiz..

sumtimes things are jus ldiat, there is no right or wrong.. but its jus how u wanna look at it and decide on how to settle..

in the end the thing end at 11+pm.. haiz.. but luckily she still neo tat its late and wun b joining them for dinner.. if nt i'll really b disappointed..

-crow-

7:06 AM<3

wah!! finaly prom nite is here liao le.. woke up quite late aft several morning calls by my mum and my sis.. den nong come my hse.. den he go dye his hair.. den we go eat lunch.. den aft tat head back home to dota.. hahax.. den change le head down to hotel..

wah den darn sway la.. electricity tio cut.. cuz electric bill nt paid.. den wah.. jia lat lo.. scared my fish die.. scared ice-cream melt.. den called mum to go settle aft i tranfer cash gib her..

upon reaching the hotel, i went to the florist to buy a bouquet of flowers for 'Sumone', cuz i wuz thinking i've been wooing her for so long le.. den like nvr buy her any flowers before lidat.. den its prom nite, everygal would love to recieve flower, it'll show her elegance, beauty and status..

but aft i bought i wuz so afraid tat she'll reject the flowers lehz.. den aiya, i believe as a gurl, it should b a gud thing to b recieving flowers ma.. so she most likely will recieve de la..

den nong and me waited at the hotel lobby for both of them to arrive.. den shirley tan wuz like asking me hu is this bouquet of flowers for, i told her its for a special frend, she wuz like 'hu's the special frend, tell me lehz'.. hahax.. i told her u'll neo when u see another person holding it.. hahax.. the nxt min 'sumone' step into the hotel lobby liao le.. hahax.. den shirley tan wuz giving tat kinda smile wid hidden meaning..

omg.. let me tell u ppl.. i paid $40 to enter the ballroom of amara hotel jus for a buffet dinner.. and wads worse is, the food sux!! i wuz expecting sum 7-8 course dinner.. which ended up wid a buffet dinner wid sucky food..

den wah today.. the first day i took photo wid 'sumone' sia!! hahax.. den we took many many photos too.. hahax.. gt a few really look so gud tat hor.. wah photo of the year liao lo.. can put in year book liao le.. hahax..







den aft the dinner.. me nong, steph and 'sumone' went to the bar at the lobby of the hotel to chill.. den soon teck wei joined us.. den wuz drinking and chatting dere.. until abt 1am, den we took cab, sent 'sumone' home liao le den me, steph, nong, teck wei.. went to orchard meradine to play pool wid the other ppl from our class..

play until abt 2.30-3am.. me, beng, yuyu, teck wei share cab go hoo swee 24 hr kopitiam drink play poker until 5+ den walk to teck hse ton.. hahax.. den slip until abt 10+, mus wake up prepare to eat breakfast den go work liao le.. imagine i din shower din brush teeth, chiong go breakfast den work liao le.. tired man recently..

soon, 'sumone' and me gonna b working in different palces liao le.. haiz.. i really hope tat she'll miss me, will think of me.. and we could carry on.. tho our love is nt strong.. but i still believe wid love, we can stay strong.. i believe in her..

God(all kinda God), please take care of her from above.. look aft her dun let anyone bully her.. let us stay strong together..

-brokened crow-

7:58 AM<3

today.. haiz.. woke up early in the moring carry a heavy bag went to 5 different building cuz nid to deliver 2 diary and 2 table top calender to 5 different company in the 5 different buildings..

den aft tat went to meet 'sumone' den go toa payoh cuz working together dere ma.. wah stand for the entire day, like din learn anything lo.. waste our time nia lo.. haiz.. den while working many things ran thru my braine la.. haiz.. the way she behave at times really make me doubt the love the have for me.. is there really love for me in her?? sumtimes she makes me feel as if i'm the happiest man on earth, but at another time she can make me feel like a piece of shit.. wothless..

and i confirm sumthing today.. she would actually think of wad is gud for me.. den she'll make sure she make it happen.. no matter wad it takes.. she would even make me feel so hurt tat my tears would fall, jus to make sure wad she think is gud for me would hapen.. but does she neo tat i'm nt really happy, but instead i feel so hurt tat i'm being treated this way.. she is so nice to think of ways to let me b happy, but y can't she jus tell me how she feel and neoing she do care for me can already make me the happiest man on earth liao le..

upon knocking off.. went to orchard road.. i go meet nong to buy clothes wid him, den she go meet steph to get her prom clothes.. ya, den aft me and nong settle the clothes liao le.. i suddenly tot of getting 'sumone' a small bag so tat she can carry to prom tmr nite.. run all the way form whisma to the meradian building dere.. the oen beside istanna park.. cuz when reach dere is abt 9.40 liao le.. luckily still gt one stall still open.. manage to find a nice bag for her.. den upon buying liao le.. nong to arcade play, den go her hse pass to her liao le..

its like omg lo, within one nite, i got to neo her mum and her sis, and nt to forgt her doggie.. hahax..

however.. on the way home, we had a little sort of arguement.. cuz i wuz telling her i wanna sit wid her tmr during the prom.. i feel tat its like this might b the first and i hope nt the last time we are having this kidna grand dinner in a ballroom lehz.. but to her, its like a normal dinner.. and she feels tat we should nt sit together as other gessians will think we are together.. i asked her, is it ashamed to let them neo tat she is wid me.. den she say its cuz we are nt together, so she dun wan ppl to think tat we are together.. sumtimes, i jus dun understand her, its nt tat i dun wanna understand her, but i feel tat she dun wanna gimme the key to open her heart and understand her lorx.. perhaps jus like samantha say, we should wait for the relationship to mature before doin anything.. mayb by the end of the 3 months our relationship will b mature and tat i'll b granted the key to her heart.. and understand her more..

den today she wrote me a testi.. telling me she dun wanna work in the spa culture anymore.. she wuz saying she go her sis's boss dere to work, den i go my project shop work.. den mayb we gt time den mit, den gud for both of us.. each other got less time together den mayb by the time den will treasure each other more..i really hope tats the case and nt tat both of us would b jus ldiat end liao le.. i really love her, i really dun understand wad is it tat make her wanna hold herself back lo..

she say i'm too gud for her.. but y.. y she jus assume tat i'll b sad, hurt in the future.. but now she is the wan giving me all the hurt.. if she were to treat me nicer, gimme mroe love, care and concern.. there is really no reason y she'll hurt me lo.. anyway, if we really have sum private time wid each other, i would really hope tat she'll misses me and nt let this be the last page of our story.. aiyaaaa, i believe i've done all i have to, even done things tat i feel tat i should nt have done, things tat she neo i've done, things tat she still duno i did.. i've done all for her to feel happy, loved, contented, cared and concerned..

i would really hope the day would come tat she would proudly annouce to everyone tat i'm her bf, her husband, her everything..

-lost crow-

8:43 AM<3

I'm such a piece of living shit!!!

how could i.. my parents treat me like the most precious assets in their life.. and i in return break their heart terribly.. they have done so much for me, and i jus because of a little unhappiness torn their hearts, shattered their hearts.. wad kinda son m i?? how could i do this kinda things..

i alwuz tell other to honour their parents.. tell them they should respect their parents.. telling them how greatful they should b for wad their parents have done for them..

however wad have i done to repay my parents?? i treat them like shit.. i did not bother how my parents felt.. i'm such a childish brat.. wadeva fault i've done, no matter how i broke their heart, they'll forgive me even before i know it.. where can i ever find such parents again.. i really disappoint my parents.. i am nt worth wad my parents have done for me.. i'm such an unfilial child.. i'm nt fit to b their son..

how could i!!!!
how could i!!!!

dad, if u ever ome across this, i wan u to know tat " i, Kelvin Ng, really is nt worth ur care, love, concern.. i'm such a childish brat.. since young i should nt have done all the things i done, said all the things i've said to break ur heart.. to disappoint u.. to break your heart.. i know wadever i'm saying can't heal ur wounds tat i caused.. i do nt wish for ur forgiveness, i jus wan u to that your son do know wad he has done to u have caused all this pain and hurt.. forgt abt him.. dun love him anymore.."

Mum, if u ever have a chance u read this, i wan u to neo this.. "your son is nt worth all ur love, ur sweat.. ur son is useless.. ur son wasted ur 9 months time, bringin him into this earth.. instead of letting u enjoy ur parenthood, ur son made u suffer.. ur son gave u nth but pain.. nth but worries, nth but touble.. ur son went to steal, bring shame to the family.. ur son is a bastard.. ur son is useless.. ur son is a piece of shit!!!!!!"

9:29 PM<3

today.. actually wanted to go buy slippers.. den in the end.. can't find ppl go wid me.. haiz.. so sian, din go liao le.. stayed at home.. decided to see ppl blog.. come here blog, listen to songs and write sum testi.. hahax..

haiz.. updating current situation.. me and 'Sumone' progress well lo.. all smooth.. but to b frank there'll alwuz b sum small stones on tat smoooth road de ma.. jus tat me and 'Sumone' is the soiciable type of person.. things we do, ppl we interact.. the intimate way we tok to ppl, the way we behave the things we say and do could cause jealousy to take place easily..

However i should have expected this to happen even before i take my first step to go aft 'Sumone'.. to b frank, i truely believe tat greater mutual trust, and sense of security will b able to kick this stone outta our smooth road le la..

btw.. ytd my Seinor Supervisor ring me up.. ask me go back work in Project shop.. i felt tat kinda sense of satisfaction.. cuz its like he put it in such a way tat, he told the management tat i have the ability to push sales and tat he WANTS me to go back and work.. tat kind like i am VIP lidat lo.. can give a big hand to Project Shop.. hahax.. so most likely i'll b going back aft my 'O's lo.. either work until my poly start of work mayb one month go find other jobs if i nt hapy dere..

wuz smsing 'Sumone' told her my post today partly abt her and my other stuff.. she wuz like saying, 'i think mostly is abt me and u den ur other stuff la'.. hahax..

actually to b honest, i wuz telling her.. my view towards realionship is the long term kind, to b long, and hopefully foreva.. and nt like tat kinda ppl tat go for fun and break aft sumtimes.. perhaps, i feel tat i getting older, tho ppl might think i'm jus 17.. however i feel tat its time i settle down, find my mate b wid her, and h happy from now till we have our family.. its nt the matter tat i desprate for sex or anythign else.. but i jus feel tat at my age i should b studying hard getting sum qualification, den of cuz start to plan for future.. i dun wanna b sumone to, b at the age of 35, filled wid wrinkle and left alone..

making the situation worse, i dun wanna b a benchelor, and women coming to me jus for money.. tats y i wan to find a mate tat i truely love and love me.. is tat really so difficult?? i really hope 'sumone' is the one lo.. haiz.. i feel tat going aft another person and b the one being go aft is bery tired..

wuz toking to Bee Kuan, she wuz asking me where i wanna go aft 'O's and sayiung she's stuck between business and tourism.. den i wuz telling her.. business would b a betta choice.. cuz when u are in the service line, u'll have to work 6 or even 7 days a week.. den will have bery little time for family.. den i dun wan my wife and children to like, nid husband and dad, nt around.. den i nid my family they go skol go work liao le.. as everyone knows service line work irregular hours de ma.. as a traditional man, i believe tat a family should spend mroe time together.. den will have understanding..

haiz.. 8 more days to end of 'O's.. waiting fo this 8 days to end.. haiz.. sianz.. hope 'sumone' will gimme a gud ans aft there 3 month.. hahax..

"Wouldn't it b nice"??

-sian crow-

9:22 PM<3

3rd day of Nov liao le!!

17 mroe days to end of 'O's!!!

haiz.. Saw a testi today written by one of my frends.. toking abt my frend's frend.. toking abt the last time the group of them can b together liao le.. sumtimes i jus feel if everyone can put themselves in other ppl's shoes, it'll be a betta world..

there is actually love in this world.. however, ppl jus wanna reserve their love.. y?? haiz.. loving others is loving urself.. y can't anyone understand this.. haiz..

pls go enjoy the song "i don't wanna miss a thing"

Bery tired.. bery bery tired.. the day 'O's end i hope is the day i can let all this tiredness leave me.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Y can't 'Sumone' be understanding..
Y can't 'Sumone' change for the betta when she neo its nt gud lidat..
Y can't 'Sumone' be true..
Y can't 'Sumone' jus neo how to appriciate everything around her..

tired.. going to slip liao le.. 'O's getting get it's ass outt my life man!!

ARGH!!!

-Tired, angry, sad, disappointed crow-

5:36 AM<3

Today first day of Nov.. 19 more days and 'O's will end..

woke up early in the moring today.. as early as 5.30am.. den went to have breakfast wid family as usual.. den went NPCC room to study.. den meet 'Sumone'.. aft tat walk to tiong mac.. she eat wid her frends.. den i left le.. go bukit merah mac wid guo yan tok tok abit.. den cal 'Sumone' tell her i feel like going home.. feel tired den went home taking 198 liao le..

when toking to her, she tell me hp no batt le gotta put down fone.. i tell her cal me when reach home.. cuz she told me she bery tired wanna go home slip aft paper liao le.. den i wuz like okok.. den i reach home msg her din reply, cal her bo ans.. i guess mayb sliping le.. so din care much.. den until 5+ cal her fone suddenly gt a unusual tone sounding, bery different from the usual ring ring la.. wah, den i gan jiong liao le.. can her hse many many many time.. den her sis happen to ans the fone, i ask her if 'Sumone' is around..

Guess wad!!! her sis tell me she nt home yet lehz!!!!

I wuz like WAD THE HELL??!!??!!??!!??!!??

den i wuz panicking liao le lo.. until now.. 7.31 liao le.. still no cal or msg.. i tried calling the entire network tat i have tat could possibly connect me to her and let me neo where she is.. but unfortunately, no sign of her.. i really dun wish anything will happen to her ar!! haiz..

-Worried Crow-

3:31 AM<3

wow!! long time no blog liao le worz... see lots crobs webs at my blog.. hahax.. duno wads wrong sia.. altho long time no blog la.. even tag board also like spoil liao le sia.. mus b gt sumone go flood de lo.. haiyo.. only a while bo blog no nid miss me lidat de ma.. hahax..

haiz.. many things happy today.. altho last day og the month, but still ok la.. ended nicely.. all the unhapiness ended b4 the hand ticks to 12.. hahax.. today meet my bro; RICHIE and THESH!!!! so long neh see him le.. really miss the time we walk together and tok cock on the way.. today we did it again.. hahax..

but tok abt sad things la.. me and a gurl.. haiz..

the samarised story wuz.. me meet her in the noon to pass her bio file den she study.. cuz she tme gt bio paper so i believe she nid her bio file to do well.. den aft tat i went to china square, den study.. den my bro come find me.. den we sit doen at the spinelli at china sq to tok.. aft tat, went to Hans to buy Black Forest Cake wanna gib 'Sumone' eat lo..

aft buy, cal her, she neh ans.. den she cal back.. i on the way to find her le.. she ask me where m i, i tell her i at jurong, (but actually at china town) cuz wanna surprise her wid the cake..

'Sumone': he say he at jurong le.. i dun believe..
Frend : I also dun believe.. He shen shen mi mi de, u betta b careful..

me, rich and thesh waiting for sumone and frend to come back to their seat.. den when the back..

Frend : i saw Richie liao le lo..
'Sumone : okay lo, i also nvr do anything wrong.. if kelvin see also nvm.

i appear in front of 'Sumone' wid the cake.. 'Sumone' took the cake, can thx and left on table and study.. hack care me.. like i invisible.. den nxt thing is;

Frend : U all dun so secretive lehz.. think i can't see u all mehz(den gimme LJ face liao le lo)

den all hack me like i dun exist lidat lo.. so du lan la me.. duno wad i did wrong sia.. i jus wanna give 'Sumone a surprise rite?? is the Frend prob mehz?? angry ar!!

den at nite i cal 'Sumone' sumone sounded normal.. i felt relieved.. lucky this did nt like spoil our relationship.. if nt really sickening le.. 'Sumone' told me Frend angry cuz i lied.. i wuz like.. wth!! i wanna gib sumone a surprise cannot ar?? everything also cannot den still cal surprise ar?? duno i wanna do wad, den make so much noise liao le.. i haven't even open my mouth she dere say so much things le lo..

SICKENING AR!!!!!!!!!

so sian.. 'O's ending in 20 days time!!! yoyoyoyoyozzz!!!

-tired Crow-

7:56 AM<3

wah today.. darn pissed la.. fucking fed up by nong sia.. knn cb!!!! knn..

cal him.. tell him study.. he say he high.. dun wanna study.. say wanna go shopping.. wanna go tiong shopping.. den i say tiong shop lan ar?? gib 1/2 hr can shop finish liao le.. den tell him go orchard shop.. ok liao le.. me meet him at tiong.. reach dere he ask me go where.. tell him orchard.. he say" i tot u crapping lehz" knn cb. tell him gogin orchard liao le ma.. den he go act clever go think i crapping.. nt like i tell in joking manner la.. i even seiously tell him go orchard.. he drees like one cb ldiat la.. knn.. darn pissed la.. den still come tell me.. u can choose to go study urself de.. i nvr ask u force u to come shopping wid me.. i danr fed up when i hear this la.. knn i being steady go accompany him hor.. come and tell me this la.. darn cb rite?? i nt gonna b steady to him le la.. ask him go eat horse shit la.. knn!!! fucking fed up la.. cb!!

den today pon skol ar.. darn sian.. tired too.. go skol many period is sian de.. nth to learn de.. most is slipping period.. so aiyaa.. decided to stay at home rest and study instead of slip in skol and learn nth la.. den woke up at 10+ lidat.. woke up le go watch tv.. aft tat went out.. went to bukit merah mac to meet tat fucking nong.. darn cb foreva late.. msg me tell me meet 1.45pm.. itslike he msg me and tell me the time wan le.. in the end as usual he come late.. late for 15 min la.. cb.. bloody hell foreva de la.. his trademark la.. knn cb!!

den aft tat he left ofr tuition at 3.. dne i study until 5 den go grandma place to help her mop floor.. den have dinner wid grandma and parents.. den aft tat go meet the nong go orchard liao le la.. freaking hel darn pissed ar.. should have jus went home aft dinner.. and nt like go meet him and make myself a fool la.. cb!!!!

-Pissed Crow-

8:09 AM<3

taken at Eski bar(taken by the bar gurl, her smile darn swit sia..)



wah today went ot eski bar again.. went to celebrate richie bday ma today.. so aft eating went to eski bar to chill.. still prefer berbum coke as compared to rum coke.. hahax.. wah.. this week spending like no one business sia.. income running low liao le sia.. hahax..for the rest of the month gonna eat cup noddle liao le sia.. hahax..(wonder if anyone would bother to donate sum money to "Kelvin's Foundation" to help the poor man named Kelvin..)

wah sian sia.. tests aft tests.. argh!! den still gt NDP reharsal.. most sick thing is tat i fail my SI promotion test!!! argh!! fed up la.. demoralised la.. dun feel like doing anyhting for GESS NPCC anymore sia.. but haiz.. hu ask me gt conscious.. if i dun do anyhting and see the unit fall i'll feel bad sia.. haiz..

wah today, father bully me again.. force me mus reach home by 11, darn pissed.. but wad can i do?? haiz.. he's my dad aft all.. i only have one dad and one mum.. how can i do anything to hurt him.. perhaps he dun feel the pain in me when he shouts at me.. but the bottom line is still the fact tat he dun wan me to get into trouble.. aft all he mean well.. and i manage to b a guai kia and reach home at 10.. hahax.. initially still tot mum will put gud words for me.. in the end she cal me..d en i tell her abt it.. she say: "ur dad mean well ma, and the law says tat teenagers below 18 mus b home before 11 lehz.. so hu is at fault now??" den i LL dow dere liao le lo.. haiz.. but ok la.. its all over le..

wah den, on the bus.. duno y i thinking abt life and death sia.. den thinking.. i once plea for my grandma to recover form her illness.. even if i dun enjoy longivity i also dun mind.. mayb ppl might feel tat i dun see the worth of life yet.. but i still feel tat i really dun mind dying early if it can let my loved once live longer and b happier.. ppl might think i trying to b noble.. but i feel tat if my life can bring ppl more happiness and joy.. isn't it worth it??

k la.. think blog until here can liao le la.. tmr den blog..

-Tired Crow-

7:55 AM<3

duno y jus felt liek saying this..

There are some people that we meet, to be with us for life..
There are some that are for a period of time..
Thus when you have found the ones that would stick with you for life..
Treasure them well..
Treat them like the jewels, keep them close to your heart, always on your mind....
Don't ever lose them..
Or you might never bring them back into your life..
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Respect ownership rights..

9:27 AM<3

wah today ar.. memorable day ar.. can't help but to blog man..

today morning wake up.. den go fun fair wid neng wei at west wood secondary skol la.. nt much interesting la..

den aft tat walk home from dere.. abt 2km la.. den hor.. aft tat nong say wanna come my hse dota ma.. den reach home le.. den wuz like playing la.. den i wuz smoking on my bed.. den folded a paper basket.. to put my cigarette ma.. den aft tat smoke finish le.. press the cigarette to put out the fire ma.. wah fuck sia.. den hor.. din realise gt one small little bit of fire din put out.. fuck de lehz.. soon b i even neo it hor.. i burned my bed liao le.. at first i tot is the bed sheet tio nia.. aft tat wah realised the matress also tio sia.. darn fuck la.. den i wuz like wah. throw away my bed sheet.. den flip my matress aroudn la.. hopefully my paretns wun find out abt it la.. darn fuck sia..

den aft tat learned tat rich parents dun let him go out.. so too bad la.. so me and nong decided to go holland eat.. den aft tat go eski bar la..

soon we left home and carried out as planned.. we went to holland to eat Buger King.. den aft tat go eski bar.. dirnk abit.. wah the eski bar at holland dere happening sia.. wah.. the gurls dere is so chio la.. den there air con cold like fuck la.. hahax.. still gt a room cool like fuck de.. like freezer lidat sia.. hahax.. jus imagine ppl go in dere hor.. wearing the sweater sia.. liek go snow city lidat sia.. hahax.. cool rite.. tat gonna b my second home soon liao le la.. hahax..

cool..

-tired crow-

8:53 AM<3

wah.. so long since i've blog!! chiong-ing hard for 'O's liao le sia.. anyway turning in soon le bahz..

wah today.. portugal and france.. hope first half draw, den sec half portugal win sia.. if nt i go kill myself lioa le la.. hahax..

haiz.. my NCOs really pissed me off de sia.. irritating bunch of shit!!!! i m really force to come out and do sumthing liao le.. i have tot of it on my way home tonite.. i'm gonna take over for this month.. and study hard of cuz.. if nt my sec 2s will b gone.. and the unit will b gone liao le sia.. seeing the unit fall is like seeing me dying wid lots limitations.. den hope chua will let me go ATC wid the sec 2s.. as facilatator.. cuz nt enuff CIs also mahz.. haiz......

really can't rely on those bunch of shit!!!!

argh!!

den today aft skol go nong hse.. tat disgusting idoit.. hahax.. den went to meet poorchie.. den go play badminton.. den went to dirnk dinrk water at poor downstairs.. den aft tat went to swim wid nong.. until abt 8 den leave the pool.. den walk to poor hse downstair drink thing again.. but this time is wid wei qi.. hahax..

den took 63 wid nong.. den he send me go take 198.. hahax..

-yawns- such a tired day.. time check now is 10.56.. gonna slip le bahz.. den ltr wake up at 3 to watch match.. hahax.. den match finish le go study den go skol le..

-Torned crow-

7:54 AM<3

today early in the morning meet nong and rich.. go skol GESS exercise.. hahax.. had a run den go fitness corner exercise.. hahax.. aft tat study outside the music-room dere.. den go lido dere watch movie wid rich, nong, rich wife and eve..

wah today first movie wid rich and nong.. 3 brothers first time have movie together.. hahax.. but this time gt rich wife and her frend.. hahax..

went to watcht the silent hill.. the story line is fucked wan la.. but the effects not bad.. 4 star la.. hahax..

den aft movie.. went to lucky plaza dere to eat at the basement dere.. den me, nong and rich walk until dobby ghuat dere.. a the mrt station dere rotting.. hahax.. darn tired larz.. jus imagine morning go run. den exercise.. den study sian.. den walk so many place.. darn worn out la.. hahax..

but still enjoy my day la..

rich wuz like, 'nong u betta dun piss kel off, if nt u'll get hell from him, he'll chase u like fuck and strip u la..'

hahax.. anyway realy a blessing to have know these 2 brothers of mine..

10:45 PM<3

wah today ar.. last paper liao le.. hahax.. aft tat meet teck wei neng wei and wei xian at clementi.. went to pasa malam.. aft tat buy steph present liao le.. den at pasa malan dere walk walk.. den aft tat went to NTUC dere buy thigns den jio go home liao..

neng wei and teck wei come my hse ton ma.. wah.. they chiong DOTA like siao sia.. hahax.. darn fuck de lehz.. den leave me to watch tv.. luckily gt the SCV machine.. gt many programe to watch.. hahax..

-guuwa guuwa-

8:59 PM<3

wah today went to skol for accounts paper.. darn tired ar.. only slept 2-3 hrs last night sia.. buay tahan.. do awhile nia jiu slip liao le.. haiz..

den aft tat went home to slip liao le.. really tired.. -yawns- jus sad tat ytd can't go eat ice cream wid my swan sia.. haiz.. sadded.. hope can go eat wid her one day.. haiz..

-Tired Crow-

8:52 PM<3

wah wake up at 7.30 sia.. den go hotel liao le.. today gt outdoor catering at botanic garden ma..

wah darn shag de lehz.. at dere can't stop walking de sia..

den hor darn tired lehz.. went to botanic garden.. dere many mosquito also sia..

me hate the loading and unloading sia.. darn shag de.. things all so heavy.. haiz.. den many many things to move sia.. but happy too larx.. today earn lots.. hahax..

when reach home darn shag sia.. like a piece of log liao le..

-shagged crow-

8:34 PM<3

today.. went to Sentosa.. wah stupid sia.. go dere rain sia.. no fun sia.. today is the worst day i had at sentosa ar.. no sun no ntha t all sia.. but i enjoyed myself la.. hahax..

den went to harboud front to eat.. aft tat den go grandma hse take my laptop liao le.. went ot teck wei hse.. at his hse play DOTA den watch the scary movie 4.. hahax..

aft tat went to the henderson market wid teck wei to eat yong tau hu!! hahax.. darn nice lehz!! hahax.. so long neh eat le.. miss it sia..

den aft eating liao le went to grandma hse slip lorx.. tmr still gt work sia.. gogin botanic garden for outdoor catering.. hahax..

-Sianed crow-

8:10 PM<3

today.. another rotting day.. woke up at abt 12++ bahz.. den eat the laksi lemak mum bought..

den while watching tv Richie cal.. say wanna come my hse influence my study cuture or sumthign along those lines.. den we say okok.. in the end when he reach, i ask him install the Dota in my computer.. den i use lap top he use computer.. hahax.. we go online wid thesh, and yam too.. hahax.. me and richie againt yam and thesh sia.. end up me and rich lose sia.. hahax.. yam and thesh too strong le.. i still noob lehz..

den aft tat Richie wana go home le.. den me walk him to the bus stop.. den me go home chiong dota again.. until abt 11.. ya now is 11+ liao le.. gogin to bed le bahz..

-yawns- tired.. tired of playing the whole day.. hahax..

wah den tmr gogin sentosa.. den mayb go bugis wid Richie.. den stay at grandma hse.. den sunday morning working morning shift at hotel.. aft work meeting my dear swan for a ice cream and a meal.. hahax.. finally lehz!!!! manage to jio her out.. hahax.. hope this is a great step towards her.. hahax..

8:01 AM<3

wah today.. woke up in the morning.. go to skol for less den 1 hr.. go for listening comprehension.. den aft tat went to tiong mac to have breakfast again..

den aft tat went home.. den play com.. den Yam come my hse.. den wuz playing dota until evening.. hahax.. den aft tat went out..

me go bugis.. but pei him take bus to orchard liao den change bus go bugis.. hahax.. wah den on the way go bus stop take bus.. i had my first stick.. wah feel abit weird.. also duno how to express the feeling la.. i duno y i'm doin it.. but i jus know i've done it la..

den meet Siming at bugis lorx.. at bugis walk walk.. den went to eat at the "restruant" at bugis street dere.. the second floor de.. the western de.. the food dere nt bad la.. den found out tat there also gt wireless service sia.. hahax.. gud gud.. nxt time can go dere use com.. hahax..den walk at bugis streeet aft eating.. den walk go bugis junction.. went to buy a mickey plush at action city.. for sze hui.. wish her gud luck for her exam.. gonna mayb post it to her bythis week.. if nt hor.. i scared late, mus get to her b4 21 of may.. hahax.. cuz her paper start mahz..

den jiu go home liao lo.. den reach home wuz toking to my swan.. tot can go out wid her this weekend.. wanna go eat ice-cream wid her.. in the end keep turning down.. den me fed up tell her 'fine, dun eat la, nvm la, go play den'.. abit regret lehz.. duno if i done it rite?? wad would she b thinking now sia.. haiz.. duno la.. perhaps she doesn't even care lo.. and anjoying her maple now.. haiz..

-sian crow-

8:10 AM<3

8:04 AM<3

3:13 AM<3

TADA!!!!!! done le.. hahax.. hope she'll like it.. altho abit nt up to standard.. but its kelvin made.. wad can u expect.. hahax..

-happi crow-

 

7:28 AM<3

wah today.. memorable day of the year sia..

first time this yr wake up alone.. by myself.. no one woke me up.. den me hor.. ownself guai guai study sia..

mayb cuz i keep telling vera to to study la.. den i mus practice wad i preach ma.. hahax.. so i mus study too.. i learn to formula today..

Number of moles = mass / MR

Number of moles = vol of particle / 24dm cube

Number of moles = number of particle / 6.02 X 10 power 23

den rot at home the whole day sia.. darn sian.. hahax.. duno y, this yr hor.. no matter how long i slip, still feel tired sia..

wah today go view vera profile.. cuz gt added photos mah.. form my home can see.. den i saw the photo i send her ytd.. its a photo tat me and her playing the club penguin.. hahax.. darn swit sia.. omg.. hahax..

duno y i suddenly love skol.. cuz can see her everyday.. i when i see the photo in her profile.. i bery happy, she gives me the happy feling tat i haven't felt for a long time..

-Happi Crow-

6:29 AM<3

 

7:38 AM<3

wah woke up at abt 10 today.. den cal teck wei.. den aft tat get changed liao.. parents drive me go west mall dere.. den go meet teck wei..

den took 173 to Milinium Institute.. wah fed up sia.. upon reaching dere.. darn angry lehz.. whole skol empty de sia.. den cal shaiful.. las titme NCO ar.. he studying dere also mahz.. wah den realised tat the funfair changed date to the 20th liao.. wah fed up sia.. me and teck wei darn pissed off lorx..

den tke bus go back to bukit batok.. den take mrt go jurong east.. den went to the entertainment center dere eat mcdonales, me eat mcspicy burger as usual.. hahax.. while eating at mcdonales me spotted richie.. hahax.. den go up and ride on him.. dun worry is ride his shoulder nt his dick.. hahax.. den aft tat go walk walk in the arcade.. den go the fuji ice palace..

den aft tat send teck wei to the bus stop behind the library so he can take 198 go bukit merah mahz.. he wanan go dere study.. den me walk to interchange to take 334..

den jiu take bus go home den play com bahz.. ya.. den eat the clay pot rice tat mum cook..

den paly com again..

den chat wid si ming..ask him abt the serene center the ice cream palce.. den can leave photo dere de.. hahax.. den intend to go eat wid vera.. hahax.. hope can la. aft mid yr lo..

took a photo when me wuz playing the Penguin Club wid vera.. hahax.. cool pic.. hahax..

wah today tok to the vera liao le.. she is omg.. duno la.. easy going.. we seem to click sia.. hahax.. let's jus see thigns go on lorx.. hahax.. can't wait to go back skol.. jia lat.. first time i wanna dying to go back skol this yr sia.. hahax. omg omg omg.. wad is wrong wid me.. hahax..

lets jus see how things go lorx.. hahax..

-happie crow-

7:05 AM<3

today.. reach skol at 6+am sia.. den change into full u..

cuz NPCC day mahz.. once again, me the MC for the parade.. wah.. 3rd yr liao le sia.. time flies ar..

den aft the parade go hall take my chinese paper.. difficult sia.. aft tat go canteen tok cock wid teck wei..

den had my amath paper.. also difficult like fuck sia.. omg.. hahax.. but cna't blame la.. me din study at all.. hahax..

den aft tat jiu go home liao le lorx..

wah me saw a gurl in skol today, i like kana charm sia.. omg... found out tat her name is vera ar.. hahax.. darn swit.. darn cute.. darn pretty.. aiyaaa.. study more impt.. hahax..

den on the way go home met eddie, my dear squadmate.. den aloght at queentown mrt platform to hat wid him a min or 2.. den take train go home liao le..

-yawns- fuck sia.. duno y recently keep feeling tired ar..

den reach home play com, den watch the movie romeo must die.. nice sia.. hahax..

den wait for parents come back eat a bit dinner den go slip le lorx..

tmr gogin MI for funfair.. hahax..

-wear out crow-

2:54 AM<3

today.. had my SS paper..

i do the paer for abt 45 min den slip for 45 min.. really tired.. den merger din come out sia..

den aft paper walk to bukit merah dere to take 198 to go home.. go home liao change.. play com.. den go meet pengxin..

wah fed up sia.. me go wrong place.. she study at Jurong West Secondary School.. i go Jurong Secondary School.. den me cycle form home to JSS den to JWSS.. wah.. tired sia.. den wah.. on the way fall down sia.. den almost fall into longkang.. den almost kana knock down by car sia.. wah darn darn darn heng lo.. hahax..

den at her hse void deck tat time Sir Low cal me sia.. ask me wanna go NS aft 'O' issit, den i say mayb, nt confirm yet.. den he keep bombard me wid reasons nt to go NS aft 'O' ask em go poly first.. den aft tat ask me if i go poly of jc will i go for CI course?? den i say most probably la. den he ask will or most probably will.. den i say i will la.. hahax.. hope i'l pass my SI sia.. haiz..

den aft toking pengxin go home liao le.. den me also cycle home.. den at the seng siong near my hse buy abt $10 worth of milk and fruit juices.. hahax.. mus replenish my loss.. hahax..

tired.. gogin to bed soon..

-Dead Crow-

12:20 AM<3

wah today sian ar..

at skol rot.. me jus realise me getting fatter and fatter and fatter sia.. argh!!! mus b keep sliping in class sia.. haiz.. die le la.. i mus lose lose lose lose weight!!!!

wah den today aft skol went to tiong eat wid neng wei.. den walk back to skol.. study at the place where kok beng claim tat there is no mosquite.. hahax.. den study until abt 6 lidat.. go opposite richie hse dere to drink thing den go meet parents..

den go home dad cook.. den play com abit den jiu slip liao le lorx.. neh touch my SS at all sia.. really darn slack sia.. argh!!!

-dead crow-

11:54 PM<3

wah sian ar... back to skol aft long week end.. argh!! den aft skol stay back for the NPCC day reharsal..

wah wuz toking to teck wei dere.. den wah, still remeber first time i b MC is sec 3 tat time.. wah darn nervous sia.. den last yr.. NCO le.. still abit nervous.. but now hor.. wah.. 3rd yr liao.. now simple ar.. hahax.. small case ar.. hahax..

den aft tat we went to tiong.. initially wanna eat KFC.. den in the end we think, sia la alwuz eat KFC.. den finally decided to eat at mcdonales.. hahax.. me eat the mcspicy, he eat the double filet O fish.. hahax..

den aft tat go his hse.. wait for time to pass den meet parents.. hahax.. at his house see his photos.. hahax.. hear his crap.. hahax. jk la, hear his story.. hahax.. his sis and his mum all at home sia.. hahax.. his mum really nice easy gogin person sia.. hahax.. wonder if one day can b my gan ma(god-mother).. hahax..

den aft tat went to meet parents, den eat at bukit merah le, den jiu go home play com and slip liao le lorx..

-Sian Crow-

7:37 AM<3

today!!! wah.. slip until abt 11 ar.. mum making noise liao le sia.. wah.. den bo bian lo.. wake up.. eat the laksi lemak they bought for me.. den watch tv.. den play com abit..

den amke my way to lot 1 to meet richie to study.. hahax.. tat bastard sia.. make me wait so long sia.. argh!! den at dere play the arcade.. den walk walk dere.. dere also quite nice place sia..

den aft study le, me and richie go walk walk and find teck wei present.. hahax.. this belated bday present.. hahax.. bought him a necklace wid a pandant tat have his the word "wei" carved on it.. hahax..

aft tat go back to mac find siew hui.. den paly dota dere.. hahax.. wah den we play until 7 den leave sia.. and i should like leave at 6.30 liao le sia.. hahax.. when abt to leave mum cal and scold sia.. hahax..

den aft which me make my way home liao le lorx.. enjoyed my day.. hahax.. really din regret neoing a brother like richie!!!

-happy crow-

6:34 AM<3

today ar.. slip until abt 11 ar.. chun ming kor woke me up sia.. hahax.. den went to IMM to have lunch wid them.. din neo tat 2nd aunt also dere sia.. hahax..

den at dere bought 3 bags.. 2nd aunt paid for them.. 3 bags for $15.. cheap rite?? me also no bags to use liao le.. so buy lorx.. hahax..

den aft which went home liao lo.. go home paly com.. den abt 7+ lidat whole family at living room sing karaoke sia.. hahax.. happening.. hahax.. dad so hapy today sia.. even started dancing.. hahax.. long time neh see him so happy b4 liao le sia.. hahax..

-happy crow-

6:34 AM<3

wah sat.. today slip until abt 2pm sia.. hahax.. den wake up.. watch tv.. den play com..

den aft tat help to cook abit.. den uncle robin come liao le.. they came to our hse celebrate uncle robin bday ma.. hahax.. den wah me eat alot sia.. most of the crabs i eat de lorx.. hahax..

den aft eating they watch the fearless.. hahax.. tat jet lee movie..

den aft tat go slip liao le lorx.. hahax..

-yawns-

-dead crow-

6:28 AM<3

wah exam sia.. today.. eng and mt paper 1.. darn sian ar.. haiz.. me this yr duno doin wad de sia.. in the middle of exam can take out hp to sms sia.. siao this yr sia..

mid yr like my holiday lidat sia.. darn relac sia.. haiz..

den aft exam jiu go home slip liao le lorx.. haiz..

-yawns-

-dead crow-

6:20 AM<3

wah today happy ar.. pon skol.. happening sia..

slip until abt 10 ldiat.. den wake up gt breakfast waiting for me liao le..den pom pom le chiong out to see doc.. so as to get MC and the cream for my acene..

den chiong go meet si ming at city hall.. den go marina square eat yuki yaki.. hahax.. nice sia.. love the food dere.. but i dun like to eat at marina square.. i like to eat at the Ceni.. hahax.. cuz the make ice cream de is metal de mahz.. hahax..

den aft tat chiong back to raffles city to collect my pay.. luckily managed to colect sia.. ppl 5.30 close le, i 6 den go collect.. but in the end i get all coins la.. hahax.. imagine i collected $30 worth of coins.. hahax..

den aft tat make my way to tiong bahru.. meet wei xian and yam.. int he end teck wei and wei xian came together.. hahax.. den tok cock dere lorx.. actually i meet wei xian is to get form him the NPCC day photos ma.. den aft gimme the photo he left wid teck wei le.. left me and yam dere tok cock.. den me pei him eat lo.. aft he eat, den me go home wid family liao le.. cuz dad and mum also at tiong mahz.. they go dere eat wait for me to go home together.. hahax..

enjoyed myself today sia.. but sian, cuz tmr back to skol le.. haiz...

-dead crow-

7:18 AM<3

wah sian!!!!!! aft a long nap in skol chiong to henderson to take bus go HTA...

den go dere march in S-con for SYF.. actually they today gt things of setting up a new GOH.. but in the end no news sia.. haiz..

me really dun wanna march in S-con for SYF sia.. haiz..

hopefully the nxt training they'll form a new GOH sia.. argh!!! i wan Number 1 and do the joy of arms in SYF!!!!

-dead crow-

6:57 AM<3

haiz.. another sian day at skol..

aft skol went for sum stupid reharsal for NPCC day(skol de).. den choose 2nd parade commander, within me, teck wei and wei xian.. in the end wei xian got it..

den aft tat went to tiong eat wid jia hong lo.. den tok cock abit.. den jiu go home liao le...

-yawns-

recently alwuz slip in class and rotting sia.. haiz.. gonna flunk my mid yr sia!!! haiz..

6:36 AM<3

wah today darn sian ar.. in skol rot like duno wad sia..

den aft skol wah.. went to the international plaza to pay for parents' company renewal fee.. hahax.. den slowly walk, walk to shanton way.. walk to raffles place.. walk to fulluton.. walk to merlion place.. walk to war memmorial hall.. den walk to city hall.. den went to meet richie and yam at the city hall control center..

den walk to brass basah.. hahax.. at dere bought my assements le.. wah rain until cats and dogs all fall down liao le sia.. haha.. me and yam had the fih head curry.. den while waiting for rain to stop we at the kopitiam tok cock.. hahax..

den aft tat we all took 51 and go home liao le.. yam stop first.. den richie.. den i stop at last stop.. hahax.. wuz toking to geradine aft richie stop until i reach home sia.. hahax.. enjoy toking wid her..

such a tired day.. walk so long distant.. hahax..

-yawns-

-Dead Crow-

10:11 AM<3

wah slip until abt 10-11 ldiat.. kana woken up by chun ming kor..

den wen tto ave breakfast wid them at gaylang der.. its the prawn mee opposite the kallang mrt station la..

den went to the suntec city.. went to dere de toys'R'us.. hahax.. den go arcade play.. hahax..

den aft tat went to the marina pier.. den go see ppl fly kite at the palce ppl eat steamboat.. hahax..

den jiu go home liao le lorx.. hahax..

-yawns-

-dead crow-

10:02 AM<3

Wah today rush sia.. wake up at abt 9+ and i'm suppos eto leave home at 11 to reach henderson in time worz.. den its like me boots nt polished, pants nt ironed, uniform all nt iron sia.. den wah.. chiong al the way ar.. toilet, boots, pants, Number 1 u...

den left home at abt 11.05 sia.. luckily make it to henderson in time ar.. hahax. if nt i also duno how le sia..

den aft tat wid the reat of them take the bus provided by HTA to HTA larx.. hahax.. den go dere at the classroom rest for abt 1 hr.. when resting Kok Beng suddenly cal me to go help him cut hair sia.. hahax.. say Nelson ask him go cut if nt dun let him march. hahax.. den me go cut fo rhim lorx.. den in the end cannot again, den me cut mroe.. den finally pass liao le.. hahax.. tat idoit step on my boots sia.. me chiong back tot he classroom to polish sia.. hahax.. luckily still can jian ren for the reharsal..

den aft reharsal go back classroom.. wah no time sia.. me chiong polish my boots until shiny shiny sia.. hahax.. den wear my number 1 U.. darn rush sia.. hahax.. den still go take photo wid Kok Beng, Wei Xian.. hahax..

wah, den my big day liao le.. walk long way to the dias sia.. hahax.. but di siao many ppl on the way to the dias. di siao those blue uniform de.. hahax..

den wah, sit dere suddenly eye darn suan sia.. i so scared can't go get the award sia.. and i wanna go take.. hahax.. den finally my turn liao le.. me go up the stage and collect happy happy.. hahax..

den aft tat took many many photo sia.. hahax.. i finally understand life is nt easy being a star.. hahax..

den aft all the photo taking, go back classroom change liao le. go meet those Dragon hu grad.. they wait for me i the canteen mahz.. hahax..

den we took bus go the Lot 1 to eat dere.. wanted to eat in KFC de. den many many bukit panjang ppl sia. den go mac, also alot bukit panjang ppl.. den go Long John, also lots Bukit Panjang ppl sia.. so fed up, int the end went to food court eat.. also alot bukit panjang ppl, but still gt palce for us.. hahax.. Richie, Irvis, Desmond, Leonard, Guang Shing and his gf and me.. ate together.. hahax.. den go NTUS buy drinks.. den jiu go home liao le lorx..

really enjoyed my day sia..

-HAPPY CROW-

8:54 AM<3

had my promotion test today sia.. in the morning reach skol nia.. can't wait for skol to end liao le sia.. den when skol end liao le.. chiong to tiong.. den chiong to STC..

when reach dere darn early sia.. den meet Ar Gurl and Jia En.. den at there have lunch.. dey having fun fair der mahz.. den walk walk dere lorx..

den saw Mr Poon.. my ex POA teacher.. hahax.. had a chat wid him lorx.. ya..

den first test i took wuz my SI interview.. hahax.. wah abit nervous sia.. hope i'll pass larx.. hahax..

den aft att go take my 1st class.. many dirll i forgt sia.. i gt a feeling i do many drill wrong lehz.. haiz.. duno larx.

but i did my best.. let's jus pray and hope tat me can pass both my SI and my 1st class drill badge test!!!

tmr is my big day liao le!! hahax..looking forward to it sia.. hahax..

-Happy Crow-

8:30 AM<3

fianlly today ended liao le.. but hor.. haiz.. Samantha can't come this sat sia.. argh!!! haiz.. she say she gt course to attend.. might b even late for service.. haiz.. so can't come.. me darn sad ar!!! haiz.. me wan her to come sia..

haiz.. too bad lorx.. no fate.. haiz.. nvm bahz.. hope will have chance lorx.. haiz..

tmr i promotion test liao le.. hope i will smoothly get my SI and my first class sia.. haiz..

tired.. gogin to bed liao le..

-Yawns-

-Dead Crow-

8:12 AM<3

wah aft skol went to HTa for final practice for this sat's NPCC day.. hahax.. and i'm the final main prize recipient of cuz.. hahax.. happy ar!!! hahax..

can't weit for this sat to come sia.. hahax..

anyway.. tired.. haiz.. -yawns- tmr a sian day, den friday, promotion test.. den jiu shi sat, my big day liao le.. hahax..

wah den ask Samantha to come.. she say she'll think abt it den let me neo tmr night.. really hope she can come sia.. wanna take photo wid her ar... hahax..

-Crow-

7:04 AM<3

wah sian today.. in the morning go skol.. den 1st period CME.. aft tat 4 period of math.. hahax..but almost sleep for all 4 larx.. hahax.. sian and tired mahz..

den aft recess jiu go hall sit dere for 3 periods.. listen to the debate.. the debate wuz cool man!! hahax.. tok abt JC and POLY de.. hahax.. love the debate.. hahax.. aft tat watch sum stupid video clips over the screen.. tat wuz darn boring and stupid larx.. wates of time nia.. i see no rational behind it..

den aft skol change into Number 1 uniform.. den go take photos.. hahax.. take until abt 2.30 ldiat change into half-U do our own GESS NPCC day reharsal.. me wanna b second parade commander sia.. hope i can larx..

den tmr gogin for NPCC day rehersal at HTA.. tmr will b the final for hu is reserve and main prize recipient liao le sia.. hoep i can b the main prize recipient sia.. i realy hope can represent GESS go get the gold unit plaque.. den hope Samantha will come and see.. hahax..

-Crow-

8:15 AM<3

7:57 AM<3

woke up at abt 10+ bahz.. hahax.. den went to marina south again.. ytd went ot eat.. today went to see the pier.. hahax.. the new 'red light pier' hahax.. dere darn nice and romentic sia.. the sea breeze.. omg!!! i gonna drive dere when i first get my license.. hahax..

den aft tat went ot bukit merah dere de Mac find richie.. go dere do my comprehension.. den play dota.. hahax.. play until happy happy liao le hor.. fuck!!! no battery.. den bo bian gotta stop playing.. hahax..

den aft tat went home liao le lorx. at home eat.. den pay dota all the way until night liao le.. den go orh orh kun liao le..

my weekend ended lidat...

-Sian Crow-

7:45 AM<3

wah ytd slept at around 12+.. until this morning abt 1+ den wake up sia.. hahax.. when woke up, gt my breakfast-lunch ready liao le.. eaten liao le wuz watching tv.. hahax..

den aft tat get changed liao le.. went to meet richie den make our way down to Singapore Expo.. nt for john little shopping of cuz.. hahax.. we went for sum easter celebration.. hahax..

den aft tat went to Marina South for dinner.. hahax.. we 2 had steamboat at marina south.. had great fun worz.. hahax.. initialy had plans of eating wid the cll group or teck wei and company.. in the end let the 2 of us.. hahax.. anyway.. eated alot alot alot worz.. hahax.. soooo oily ar!!!!! gonna turn fatter by alot soon.. argh!!! hahax..

den today the service wuz cool manz.. the performance wuz cool.. however too violent liao le.. nt suitable for kids.. and the truth is dere are quite a number of kids dere worz.. anyway.. thumbs up!! hahax..

den learn tat pei xuan got me an easter egg worz.. hahax.. happy when i heard abt it.. hahax..

den today during service me could have sat beside pei xuan.. but i choose to sit wid james.. so its like; James, den me, den Richie, and Pei Xuan.. ya.. today is the second day tat i'm nt sitting wid her.. hahax.. duno y, i jus dun feel gud.. haiz.. anyway, since i have said it so clearly.. i should b a man of a words..

"Hao Ma Bu Chi Hui Tou Cao"(gud horse dun eat back head grass).. hahax,.. i mean i should nt go back tot he past and instead should look forward and have future plans.. hahax..

den when on the way home den learned tat Ting Ting wuz at Marina South eating too.. hahax.. no fate.. din neo tat she's dere.. hahax.. if i neo she dere den can join her liao sia.. hahax..

Enjoy myself too today...

-Tired Crow-

10:51 AM<3

today... woke up at 11+am.. enjoyed my slip.. hahax..

den wake up liao le.. play com lorx.. today whole day neh study again sia.. haiz.. this sunday really mus do sumthing liao le.. i fnt i really will die this yr sia.. haiz.. wuz playing DOTA whole day bahz.. hahax..

tmr going to City Harvest for their Ester service.. duno how will it b.. hahax..

wonder if will see Samantha dere tmr mahz.. hahax..

but i neo for sure i'll b seeing pei xuan dere tmr..

-Wu Ya-

8:07 AM<3

wah.. jus reach home.. 2.13am liao le.. hahax..

today morning sian.. darn sian.. wuz looking forward to this evening.. jus as i expect it's really cool.. hahax.

but actually i tot is me and her watch nia.. in the end quite a number of ppl came along to watch too.. hahax.. but still cool..

meet her at around 6 at the jurong east.. den she drive down to orchard.. yup yup, she drive me down to orcahrd.. she's cute.. hahax.. the way she drives.. hahax..

den went to the cenileissure dere eat the yuki yaki.. hahax.. eat alot dere sia.. at dere when she eat.. i wuz like so....... WOW!!!! hahax..

aft tat went to watch '8 below'.. very nice movie.. hahax.. summore watch wid a nive movie.. hahax.. her reaction wuz like.. OMG!!!!!!! everything jus seem sooo cute.. argh!!!!

aft the movie went to the rocky cafe outside cenileissure.. at there tok tok drink dirnk.. me dirnk the expresso(one punch).. omg.. its really one mouth nia lorx.. hahax.. and it cost like $2++..

den aft drinking.. she drive her frends home.. den drive me home den she go home.. one the way.. we tok tok lorx.. hahax.. wah... i really love being wid her sia.. omg!! but i think we 2 is jus can b sis and bro larx.. too much age diff le.. den she alwuz gt a (wei hun fu) le.. aiyaa... duno larx.. have her as my sister i bery beyr happy le.. hahax.. hope i cna ba the main prize reciever, den can ask her come see me collect prize and take picture together.. hahax..

anyway really enjoyed my day today sia.. so happy, soo so happy.. hahax..

-Happy Crow-

7:52 AM<3

wah sian day ar!!! int the morning go skol as usual lorx. den slacking ar.. darn tired ar..

den aft skol went to HTA for NPCC day reharsal.. wah at dere lots lots lots ppl sia.. ppl training for SYF also go mahz.. same day same time summore.. actually i also in SYF, but i choose to go NPCC day.. haiz.. abit sian for SYF liao le larx.. march supporting con.. argh!!!

den aft training. meet richie at the kopitiam opposite Henderson sec.. actually getting the MP3 player fomr him de.. den in the end he neh bring!!! haiz...

looking forward to tmr.. cuz will b meeting Samantha.. gogin to catch a movie wid her.. hahax.. expecting lotz fun.. hahax..

-Rotting Crow-

7:45 AM<3

wah today.. early in the morning first period free le.. den had amath.. den rain until cats and dogs all fall down le sia.. hahax.. den wah.. today weather nice to slip sia.. sian la in skol.. den Kok Beng told me ab the and his gf, perlin sia.. hahax.. sec 4 our skol de.. hahax.. duno how true, but jus gonna believe him first.. hahax..

gt 9 more skol days to our mid-yr le sia.. hahax.. duno can make it mahz sia.. hahax..

den aft skol aft celebrate teck wei bday wid a bday bash.. went to town wid steph.. her bag buy le, den spoil.. bring back there to change.. at the hereen dere lorx.. hahax..

aft tat went back to skol cuz i running my 2.4 km walk/run mahz.. den also go back to see how my sec 2s doin lorx.. aft tat wuz playing DOTA in skol using sathesh's laptop.. hahax..

den go meet family.. go hab dinner.. hahax..

-yawns- tired.. tmr stillg t NPCC day training sia.. gonna polish boots den tok to ting ting den slip le..

tired crow...

7:07 AM<3

wah sian... monday blues.. darn sian.. go back skol.. study..

-yawns- today had photo taking too.. hahax.. den sian larx.. whole day like rotting in class lidat.. haiz..

den aft skol went to Jalan Bermina dere.. wanted to go Gop shoe and slippers.. went to do block shopping.. in the end din find any sia.. haiz.. gonna do it again.. me kappa shoe spoil le.. gt lobang liao le sia..

den aft doin block shopping.. went to tiong go food court sit.. saw xie shun and joyce.. they like alwuz together sia.. hahax.. so close.. den they 2 and Guo Yan and me sit down and tok tok lorx.. dne aft tat me went to buy the mouse for the laptop, cuz mum nid to use mahz.. den jiu go home liao le lorx.. hahax..

den at home rot lorx.. this Thursday meeting Samantha sia.. she jio me go watch movie together.. duno how sia.. aiyaaa.. duno wad she think of me sia.. jus a little boi?? or a man?? argh!! duno larx..

can't wait for thursday to come worz.. hahax..

-Tired Crow-

6:32 AM<3

woke up at abt 10 today bahz.. ytd darn tired ar.. actually wanna play com b4 slip de.. den in the end.. tired... neh play le.. hahax.. darn cold in midle of nite.. cuz no blanket for me.. in the end went to kiving room to slip on the couch.. hahax..

den when leave chun ming kor hse.. we went to Ang Mo Kio dere to eat the "Kway Chup".. hahax..

aft tat wen to the Seng Kang dere the 'Kwan Tei Temple' dere to pray.. hahax..

aft tat went ot Pasi Panjang dere to buy seafood.. den din get much, so went to Seng Siong dere buy again.. hahax..

den aft tat go home, den cook.. den sing karaoake.. den eat liao le.. den went chun ming kor send me to raffles place dere go meet teck wei they'al to celebrate Teck Wei bday mahz.. hahax.. went to Lau Pa Sat to makan dere.. aft eating den went to the harbour opposite Fulluton Hotel dere.. go dere drink, play, tok tok.. stupid yam , aft drink, when living le, he go throw the bottles into the sea.. den his bracelet fly off wid the bottle.. hahax.. me luff like wad sia.. hahax.. in the end play until 11+ sia.. no more train le.. so me, desmond, Yam and Teck Wei share cab go home.. hahax.. when leaving tat time, me buay tahan pee into the sea sia.. hahax.. -sssSssssSsSShHhhhhh- dun tell ppl.. Yam also lorx.. he com only pee le.. hahax.. i is leaving le den pee.. but i pee twice.. hahax. dink too much le.. hahax..

when me reach home 12+ le sia.. hahax.. Ah Teck still cal and ask me ok bo.. hahax..

so long neh drink le, today cuz Brother bday den drink again.. hahax..

-Happy Crow-

6:06 AM<3

today.. woke up early in morning.. den go henderson market dere have breakfast lorx.. hahax.. den send mum to work.. den go bishan dere pay respect to anccesstors.. hahax..

den aft tat went to Cresent Girls School.. go the funfair.. go dere play the thing nice sia.. hahax.. den go dere saw bee kuan, sharyl, and sharyl sister.. hahax..

dem aft tat, went to henderson sec dere wait fo rbus to got HTA.. hahax..

first day wear Number 1... hahax..when reach HTA, go the classroom.. den go dere sit down eat drink.. prize recipient life is gud sia.. hahax.. relac nia.. den gt free polo tee for NPCC day de.. hahax..

aft tat went to tiong to eat.. eat KFC dere.. den saw Carina working dere.. hahax.. den aft makan liao le.. took 851 to chun ming kor kor hse.. cuz tonight staying over mahz.. hahax..

-Tired Crow-

5:53 AM<3

today ar... wah.. farewell to the our thai frends manz!!! haiz.. they leaving tmr noon liao le.. today see them last day le.. cuz tmr gt NPCC can't go send them off.. hope they'll remember me sia.. haiz..

den aft skol went to Henderson take bus to HTA.. wah the bus came at like 3.15 sia.. when we suppose to reach HTA at 3 lorx.. haiz.. darn pathetic... we stand at the henderson foyer from abt 1.50 to abt 3.15 lorx.. cool rite?? haiz..

den when reach HTA hor.. me blood boil sia.. me kana send to supporting con.. darn fed up man!!! i marching GOH de lorx.. if supporting con i dun go sia.. den me go find the CI they say wad each skol 2 nia.. argh!! darn angry. gonna ask Chua to e-mail HTA sia.. so unfair lorx.. we work hard to get Gold unit, den only 2 can march GOH.. den those get Nill, Bronze or silver also 2.. this is unfair lorx.. haiz.. fed up ar!!

den when at henderson.. Ting ting say feel like vomiting.. worried sia.. yuan lai she eat the bread i think is expiry liao le larx.. den kana food poisoning mahz.. haiz... luckily no ok liao le.. she busy watching bleach right nw larx.. hahax.. can jump, scream and shout liao le.. hahax..

den reach home already abt 9.30 liao le sia.. nid to do my Number 1 unform.. tmr gt NPCC day training mahz.. darn hard to make ar.. is the ironing part sia.. argh!! so fed up.. but i look great wid it on.. hahax.. happy happy..

den on the way ome heard this song oever the radio.. darn nice.. the name is 'xiao zhen gu niang' by David Tao.. darn nice the song.. gonna hunt for it.. den got the song' heaven knows' and the song 'kiss goodbye' by Wang Lee Hong darn nice ar.. hahax..

den today tok to miao miao.. chat lorx.. ask me wad my address.. my name my full name.. haiz.. duno wad she up to sia.. haiz.. sian ar!!! den she ask me.. "so now u treat me as ur normal frend rite??" den i say i duno.. too busy to tink abt it.. haiz.. duno how to tell her larx.. also duno wda to tell mahz.. haiz.. DUNO LARX!!!!!

-Closet Crow-

9:29 AM<3

today happy ar.. hahax. 3 free periods.. hahax.. the thsiland pupils came again.. hahax.. tmr is their last day liao le.. hahax.. i gt a feeling i gonna miss them sia.. haiz.. a;tho communication gt prob.. but i still enjoy their presence.. today took photot wid them too.. hahax..

den when having SS period.. Beh neh come mahz.. went to wai yong class to tok cock.. and chat wid the thai girl dere.. hahax.. their cute sia.. den our age de.. unlike the one in our class is 12 yr old nia.. hahax..

Fon gimme a baby mickey mouse sia.. the plush toy.. omg its so cute lorx.. argh!!! hahax.. den when she pass me the present, me ask her y she buy me mickey.. she say she think i'll like.. den me ask her, y she think i'll like.. she say cuz me draw her the mickey mahz.. hahax.. den me today go bought her a mickey mouse wallet aft skol.. hahax..

aft tat jiu went home liao le.. hahax.. when reach the lackside raining cats and dogs sia.. den me walk come in rain.. din drop at jurong east for bus 334.. walk home from lack side.. hahax.. wah, when reach home drenched sia.. hahax..

tired and sian ar.. today gona turn in early bahz..

Breaked Crow......

3:58 AM<3

wah tired day.. early morning go skol.. wah all the thailand ppl come liao le.. hahax.. den me, verapun, teckwei, ivan host.. hahax.. gt 4 thailand girls come our class.. hahax.. but all young young de larx.. hahax.. all think 12 yr old nia la.. hahax.. but they darn rich sia.. come sg nia, buy PSP liao le.. rich sia.. hahax..

den today take NAPFA too.. me fail my standing broad jump sia.. argh!! angry ar.. i mus take again ar.. mus pass ar.. hahax... the rest still nt bad lehz.. hahax..

den aft skol fuck sia.. kok beng kana caught smoking by Mr Lim Kian Ho.. luckily Mr Chua help him sia.. if nt police report liao le sia.. kok beng really owe it to Mr Chua ar.. haiz.. tat kok beng sia.. one case jus close nia.. another case come liao le.. haiz..

den aft tat thing we went to HTA collect our Number 1 uniform.. hahax.. so happy.. finally ar.. aft like 5 years in the unit.. finally.. get the uniform liao le.. hahax.. darn happy ar.. den aft get number 1 liao le.. go back skol lorx..

aft tat me go meet ting ting.. hahax.. go pass her the bleach VCD.. she actually nt bery pretty larx.. but okok larx.. hahax.. most impt is she's a nice person.. and have gud temper.. hahax.. quite a nice frend to hab larx.. hahax..

den aft tat go pick sis up.. den go bukit merah have dinner wid parents.. den jiu go home liao le lorx.. hahax..

-yawns- tmr thursday sia.. sian day lehz.. haiz.. but nvm, the thailad ppl still coming.. can entertain them and entertain myself.. hahax..

-Dryed Wu Ya-

6:13 AM<3

wah today.. another sian day larx.. had e-math test too.. duno can do well mahz.. hahax..

den aft skol went to tiong to makan KFC.. wah spent $7+ sia.. xin tong si le.. hahax..

den aft eating me and neng wei walk back to skol go training.. cuz nid attendance mahz.. haiz.. so bo bian go back lorx.. haiz.. den tok cock until abt 6.30-7 ldiat.. den dismiss..

den jiu go home have dinner togetehr wid family lorx. today Mum MC mahz.. so din go wor.. she cooked dinner. she steam the crabs sia.. nice.. hahax..

found out tat Ting Ting neo Phonics sia.. hahax.. gud gud.. den she can teach me den me can teach me sis liao le.. hahax.. gud rite??

ting ting seems to b nt bad larx.. her voice nt bery nice larx.. hahax.. den today when reach home the tell em angry sia.. hahax.. cuz her brother and her gt prob.. hahax.. her elder brother bully her.. hahax..

-Dryed Crow-

7:26 AM<3

wah today ar.. sianz ar.. monday blues.. hahax.. aupose to have napfa.. but jus ao happen to until my fregister number den no nid take le.. cuz taking nxt lesson.. hahax..

den last perios had assembly at hall.. stupid kok beng gotta himself into trouble wid ZEDEN sia.. argh!!! tat fucker come find kok beng prob sia.. hate him sia.. new bird come in so guai lan sia..

den me wati for kok beng until abt 3pm den solve sia.. lucky gt chua dere.. help kok beng sia.. if nt kok beng is gonna b dead.. but anyway think he gonna get one stroke for open defience sia.. haiz..

STUPIS ZEDEN!!!!!

den aft tat things all done le go NPCC room for AGM.. tok sum cock.. den lucky chua say the SPF jus started.. lucky sia.. i tot over liao le.. hahax..

den dait lorx.. another day ended liao le.. hahax.. sianz.. jus realise ppl around me gt do homework.. study.. but me dun study and dun do hoimework de sia!!! wil i make it not?? i really duno sia.. i think its time to really chiong le sia if nt will too late liao le sia.. argh!!!

pass awayed......

6:02 AM<3

today ar.. woke up early early.. like 7.30.. den chiong go pom pom.. den chiong make nice nice.. den chiong go jurong east meet sharyl.. cuz she say wanna bring me go her church.. ya and i agreed.. make her wait for me at jurong east sia.. so pai seh.. hahax..

den when at her church the place is nt bad.. altho ppl nt as friendly as other churches me went b4.. but me jus dun feel gud dere.. duno y.. i jus dun feel rite abt being at tat place sia.. duno y larx.. den saw tat bloody kin ong dere larx.. duno wad his name larx.. sumthing along those lines larx.. sian sia.. the service suppose to end at 12.30. int hee nd 1 pm den end sia.. i wuz almost late for my lunch wid relatives..

luckiyl me made it to china town before 2 sia.. if nt i would get myself into more embrassment sia.. hahax.. upon reaching tat hotel in china town.. meet mum, dad, sis den other relatives larx.. den they like so shock to see me grown so much.. ppl say me muscular sia.. ahax.. happy.. hahax..

den aft tat went back to find uncle selling ice cream.. den aft tat jiu go home liao el. reach home me like a dead log le sia.. boom.. on bed liao le.. den abt 7.30 samantha came.. wid cloudia.. den tok to mum abt the policy.. unfortunately unsuccessful sia.. haiz.. me also abit pai seh.. ahiz.. duno y.. whenever i see samantha i gt a gud feling towards her sia.. hahax.. but she's jus older den me sia.. haiz.. duno larx!!!

'O' is bery bery beyr impt. its getting nearer and nearer each day...

dryed crow...

5:49 AM<3

wah.. -yawns- early in the morning go henderson dere take bus den go HTA.. go dere for NPCC day training.. wah today i think the CI disappointed sia.. he like sad wid our performance sia.. haiz.. den hor.. i forgt me pants tear liao le.. den hor.. aiyoo tat CI go tell wei xian to come tell me.. den i gotta sit wid leg close sia.. darn pai seh.. argh!!! den today saw the mamm kimberly again.. hahax.. as swit as ever.. hahax..

den aft training.. me left HTA alone.. took bus to chua chu kang mrt.. de take until katib dere meet family, chu ming kor and lily sis.. den go chong pang dere makan makan.. den go lily sis hse watch king kong and play mahjong.. hahax.. i win sia.. i win abt $3-4.. nt alot larx.. aiyaaa.. play for leissure nia mahz.. hahax..

den go home buay tahan ar.. reach home nia.. toh ar!! hahax.. darn tired..

rotted crow....

5:32 AM<3

haiz.. today back to skol.. wah first thing in the morning, wanna gib palan my MC for ytd. gues wad she tel me.. she ask me, 'huh u wasn't here ytd mehz?' den i wuz like ya?? hahax.. guess wad she actually marked my attendance for ytd sia.. if i were to nt gib her the mc den i'll have my attendance done for ytd le sia.. omg!!

den in skol the whole morning teaching tat kok beng drills.. hahax.. he taking his staff segent mahz.. haiz.. me gotta wait until 21-04-06 den can take my 1st class and my Station Inspector sia.. haiz..

den guess wad aft skol went Home Team Academy for the SYF taining. fed up sia.. on the bus i overheard the Cresent OC toking to our skol OC bahz.. she say she sent a e-mail to HTA so tat her gurls can go for the promotion test.. cuz she feel tat the promotion test is impt.. tat Chua duno doin wad de sia.. duno how to send letter ar?? haiz.. can't stand him sia.. alwuz cock up thigns de lehz.. den this yr SPF over le he also duno.. say wad neh check the e-mail.. fucked up wid him sia. argh!!!

wah den today at HTA raining cats and dogs sia.. do drill at the drill shed.. hahax.. darn sian ar.. go dere do basic drill freehand drill. luckily me kana choosen to march GOH sia.. fed up de lehz.. all unit gt ppl march GOHZ de.. nt only the Gold Unit lorx.. angry ar.. it should only b for the Gold unit de lorx.. haiz..

den when leave HTA is abt 6.50 le sia.. cuz the rai make the bus all clog u[ at the HTA dere mahz.. den gotta wait wait wait lorx.. until abt 7++ den reach back henderson sia.. tmr 7.15 gotta repost back dere again.. go HTA for NPCC day training.. tired ar!!!!

but nvm.. gt CCA pt. laz yr liao le.. gonna do my best.. my last march.. den fuck off ar!!!

-yawns-

-Cooked Crow-

5:13 AM<3

today ar.. woke up at 7.30 when i suppose to wake up at 7 sia.. hahax.. nvm larx.. me neo aunty joyce wil b late de.. hahax.. in the end left home at around 8.30 sia.. hahax.. den when reach Chua Chu Kang at abt 9.15 ar.. hahax.. den go the funeral lorx.. aft everything end is abt 1.30 liao le..

at chua chu kang the LOT 1 der go buy toto.. the number Mrs Tay gib in class spent $1.. buy luck lorx.. if lucky an win mahz.. haiz.. but too bad today neh tio.. nvm.. nxt monday still gt one more.. will tio wan.. hahax.. i have faith in my luck.. hahax..

me took mrt to bukit batok, den change bus 61 take until commonwealth dere.. den go see doctor lily for MC and medicine.. hahax.. den make my way to jurong east go meet samantha.. duno y whenever me see her will happy.. hahax.. she jus gimme a bery gud feeling.. hahax.. but she 20++ sia.. haiz.. nvm lar.. frends mahz.. hahax.. actually today gonna sign my policy and give her the premium de.. but mum say dun sign first.. if can get back the policy to let them see first den sign.. so in the end neh sign lorx.. she say scared mum and dad duno wad the policy toking abt.. so she offer to come me hse on sunday evening to tok to them abt the policy lorx.. hahax..

haiz.. room mus pack liao le.. hahx.. if nt can't b shown ar.. hahax..

tmr is promotion test le sia!!! but i can't go.. haiz.. nid to go PA for the SYF training.. haiz.. mus wait one more month b4 i can take my promition test sia.. haiz.. ke lian de me.. haiz.. den sat still nid to go PA again for the NPCC day training.. hahax.. siao PA ar..
den today Samantha tok to me abt the POLY and JC.. den me feel tat go poly betta sia.. its a more me kinda route lorx.. more practical.. hahax.. duno larx.. best L1 R5 get 9 pt ar. i wanan go where also can liao le.. hahax..-yawns- turning in liao le larx.. tmr, back to skol liao le......

Stinking Crow...

6:38 AM<3

today.. dismiss early.. went to pei guo yan find his conact lense.. he say wanna buy coloured de.. vain sia him.. hahax.. -look in the mirror- hahax.. me also the same larx.. hahax.. siao guy sia him.. expensive de he say expensive.. den cheap de he say mayb wil gt prob sia.. he scared ltr wear liao le eye will gt prob.. hahax.. den we walk walk around jurong east aft having KFC at the entertainment center dere lorx.. heavy rain too sia.. hahax..

den aft att reach home already abt 5 lidat le sia..

den wuz msg-ing valerie.. hahax.. a cute gurll.. she is form Hua Yi Secondary School de.. nt the GESS pamela sis.. diff.. hahax.. this Valerie, is cute.. so far a nice gurl.. she from NPCC too de worz.. hahax.. looking forward to meeting her.. omg!!! i suddenly realise me is quite despo sia.. cannot lidat ar!!! omg!!! hahax..

den at night mum, dad and aunty joyce and me.. went to samuel kor kor's ah gong's funeral.. go dere saw tat gurl again.. i think its samuel kor kor's cousin sia.. hahax.. she look gud sia.. look larx.. look nia.. the rest me duno larx.. hahax.. duno can get to neo her mahz sia.. at dere sit sit until abt 10+ den chao le.. hahax.. tmr gonna go send his ah gong away also... hope can see her again sia.. hahax..

-yawns- tired.. tmr gonna pon skol ar.. hahax.. go send samual kor kor's ah gong away mahz.. hahax.. gonna meet Samantha tmr too.. hahax..

Dryed crow....

6:03 AM<3

tuesday!! another sian day larx.. siao wan.. early in the morning 2nd 3rd 4th 5th period all math sia.. 2 amath den 2 emath.. siao wan lehz.. but wad to do.. still gotta study lorx.. haiz.. bo bian.. 3 weeks more is mid yr le sia.. argh!!! fast ar!!! really mus study le.. full speed de liao... no play play le sia.. hahax..

den today eng period gt test sia.. wrtie essay. me write 3 pages leh.. hahax.. 400+ words.. firs time write so much.. hahax.. me use the word glimpes sia.. hahax.. cool rite?? hahax.. duno y, it jus came to my mind so jus use lorx.. hahax..

aft skol stay a while for training.. cuz bo bian.. gogin to take SI stay a while for the attendance.. hahax.. left skol at 3.15.. hahax.. den make me way to the raffle scity.. go collect pay.. fuck man!!! chee bye!!!! go dere they tell me no voucher for me sia.. argh!!! fed up lehz.. den gotta go banquet office find, den nid to wait re-issue again sia.. argh!! me on the dot come sia.. today is the 10th day lehz.. argh!!! angry ar!! haiz.. bery leh-chey de lehz.. argh!!! bo bian.. for the sake of money.. tot can get moeny happy.. den when leave the hotel, me wallet only gt $1 sia.. argh!! saddis..

den angry ar. chua tell me this friday no SI for me, no 1st class for me ar!! ask me go for SYF den say i take at april.. argh!! angry sia!!! haiz.. cut hair jus for it lehz.. nw tell me wait until april. and its late april lorx. think its the 21th ar.. haiz.. den 22 is the NPCC day le sia.. if i pas also can't wear for the parade sia.. argh!!! angry ar angry ar!!! haiz.. den if hair long by 21 i gotta go cut again elhz.. argh!!!!

den aft go hotel, can't get pay.. go marina square find jeasen.. cuz the project shop in raffles close le.. jeasen at raffles.. hahax.. go find him den tok tok.. den at marina square walk walk lorx..

den jiu make my way go the chua chu kang dere.. cuz samuel bro's grandpa pass away.. so go dere songka larx.. ya.. lidat lorx.. gt a girl dere look quite gud sia.. hahax.. den thurs me nt gogin skola r.. taking MC.. go the funeral.. den go dr lily dere get medicine also.. hahax..

Dryed Wu Ya..

6:17 AM<3

sian ar.. another monday.. hahax.. having monday blue.. den rain like duno wad today lorx. when reach skol already started rain le..

rain until aft skol still raining sia.. can u imagine?? flooded reserviors?? hahax. opps.. being lame again le.. hahax.. den yts aft skol wanted to go collect my pay.. den cal back.. banquet office tell me monday payroll office nt open de.. wad, den sian chi bua.. haiz.. tmr gotta go collect aft skol.. sian ar...

den go tiong walk walk lorx.. den jiu go home le.. watch the movie hei jing(black gold).. nice movie.. abt taiwan politics de.. den gt rated scenes inside also.. great movie.. love the story line and the scenes.. hahax.. cool..

den when family come home.. dad cook dinner.. eat le jiu slip le lorx..

called mei tong b4 sliping.. ask her abt the story of the farmer hu own the farm.. den gt worker tat work form morning till night.. den worker tat work from afternoon till ngiht.. den worker tat work form evening til night.. but all get same pay.. den she tell me is saying.. no matter when u get saved, when u recieve christ.. u'll still recieve salvation and go to heaven.. hahax.. duno y, jus suddenly gt the urge to neo the moral of this story.. hahax..

dying crow..

6:06 AM<3

check out for hotel today le lorx.. had macdonales' breakfast at liang court this morning.. den go back room, watch tv den had bath.. ya.. until abt 1pm den check out le..

den go jurong east meet richie.. den brin him go creative resource.. go repair his MP3.. ya.. den go back jurong east.. meet Samantha.. tok abt this insurance things.. she tok to me abt this Prusave insurance.. tat Samantha is pretty sia.. still driving sia.. hahax.. nxt time gonna cal her, den go supper together.. hahax.. den wuz like telling me so much abt the insurance thigns lorx.. den we also gt tok cock abit larx.. hahax..

den went to cut hair b4 making my way home.. for SI bo bian.. me decided to cut short short.. hahax.. first itme me hair so short sia.. hahax.. really first time ar.. haiz.... imus get SI!!!!!

den when reach home wuz toking to parents and chun ming kor kor abt the insurance thing larx.. they discourange me.. den ask me betta sign wid relatives.. ppl tat we are close to.. betta.. if tat perosn run away, hu m i to find.. den come to hink of it.. true also mahz.. haiz.. i also duno larx.. mayb gonna cal her ltr den tok abt it lorx..

den richie come our hse have dinner also mahz.. den eat togehter lor.. den he play CS load songs ldiat larx.. when he using com, miao miao and him gt tok.. they tok abt me.. she ask him "take gud care" of me sia.. haiz.. duno wad she thinking larx.. she still cares for me.. but y did she jus.... haiz. argh!!! duno larx.. haiz..

sian ar!!! den when he went home le.. me and miao miao gt tok to... den she tok to me.. like abt 5 min reply once lidat.. me neo its her habit le, but me jus feel tat its really time i drive on and should nt treat this traffic light as my destination.. so i tell her "since u busy, u go do ur stuff first bahz, we tok another day".. den she say nvm, she can do ltr, den i insist she go do.. den she say nvm.. den me say.. me dun think i mroe imtp den ur stuff larx.. u go do first bahz.. we tok another day when u free lorx.. den say wuz like

"nvm"
"BB"

haiz.. den me say

"sry"
"i jsu wanna say sry"

haiz.. jus happen tat we dun belong to the same world larx.. no point wasting bother parties time larx.. haiz.. if gt yuan fen we'll come together again de.. haiz...

-stinking crow-

7:18 AM<3

-yawns- tired.. sian...

went to skol today.. had training.. tok abt SI.. jia hong tell us tips abt SI.. haiz.. really hope can pass.. decided to get my hair done.. hopefully give the first bery gud impression.. hahax.. me really dying to get SI ar!! haiz..

staying in hotel tonight.. hahax.. mum gt this voucher thing.. can free one night hotel stay mahz.. so go dere stay lorx.. slept at like 6-7pm sia.. the last thing i remember wuz sliping when the sky is still bright..

Rotted crow......

7:14 AM<3

wah!!!! today ar.. fist time in miss kang lesson copy thign on board sia.. hahax.. had fun in her lesson.. but hor.. haiz..me slip form first lesson until recess sia.. hahax.. den miss my e-math lesson.. argh!!! mus chiong hard.. i really really.. today really start to chiong.. since start copying note in kang lesson le.. might as well start today lorx.. hahax..

den aft skol, go training for sec 2.. they having mock promotion test.. den me go see see.. help help.. wah aft take for warm up drill.. tired sia.. den went ot classroom slip.. hahax.. den aft tat go out conuct the mock promo test.. jia lat sia.. their drill.. really mus wack liao ar!!!! haiz.. miss the times when me teck wei and yam work together.. haiz...nw is really up to me to keep the ball rolling sia.. haiz..

tmr mornign going back skol for training for promotion test sia..oh shit!! i still haven't do my things tat jia hong ask me do sia.. argh!! nvm.. ltr do le den slip.. hahax.. mus go write abt wad did as cadet. wad i did as NCO.. wad i did as a seinor NCO..

i gt a feeling Lim Boon Huat is gonna ask this question too.. hahax.. i mus pass ar!!!!!!

~crow is moving~

4:46 AM<3

today!!! visit to Nanyang JC sia.. wah.. cool manz!!! dere hor.. new campus.. den thigns all dere swee larx. wah.. den tour around lorx.. den wah, really hope can go JC sia.. tats the kinda life me dun mind gogin.. den can chiong all the way.. tat kind study study study liao sia.. hahax.. den go Uni.. i neo i go JC study all day confirm ca go U de.. me believe me can de.. i tnt he stupid kinda perosn, jus lazy..

den aft the JC visit went to clementi stadium to have sports day.. me wanna do sumthing to get SI sia.. so did my best.. try my best to b down dere to do sumthing.. den mab officers will feel tat me is should b SI wan.. den half of sport day tat time.. Jia Hong come ask me.. me wanna take SI mahz.. den he say.. me gt the quality and CI feel tat i can go.. so he ask me wanan go mahz? he say i if i wanna go he can tell chua.. den i say yes.. den ltr he tell me.. Teck Wei, Wei xian, Chun Hong and me will be gogin for the SI.. wah happy sia.. on the other hand also nervous.. hope can get the rank too.. this sat still gt training sia.. gonna go down to learn sia..

den aft the sport day thing went to makan wid richie and kokbeng at the west coast market dere.. the hawker.. at dere eat eat.. tok tok.. den aft tat jiu go home liao le lorx.. hahax.. really hope can get my SI ar!!! and of cuz my 1st class... suddenly like see a change in Jia Hong sia.. hahax.. nvr see him so nice b4 wan..

wan den when walking to the west coast makan.. the gurl cal me sia.. tat bank gurl tat interview me at orchard 2 day ago.. ya she call me, say wanna meet me, den tell me abt sum saving things larx.. den me say ok.. den me tell her meet her at jurong east area on sunday worz.. hahax..

~Rotting Crow~

5:49 AM<3

today.. back to skol lorx....

ytd b4 slip tok to fiona.. hahax.. long time long time neh tok liao le.. ytd tok wid her.. hahax..

den today go skol.. present the city venture prize.. shake tat Vice-Principal hand lorx.. sian larx.. bloody ah gua, duno how to shake hand also.. haiz.. den aft tat go join back class lorx..

sian den confirm tat Zhuang Lao Shi nt teaching us le.. haiz.. sad sad sad.....

den fuck sia.. today.. heard tat wei xian and chun hong going for SI promotion test.. argh!!! fed up larx.. tot me will go sia.. initially tot is either me or teck wei liao.. wah.. suddenly one wei xian pop out sia.. argh!!! but also can't blame larx.. he so enthu this yr.. doing things for sec 1.. haiz.. i wan me SI and my SPF!!!!! argh!!!!!

haiz.. den aft skol went for NPCC day training again lorx.. haiz.. go dere.. march abit nia.. den eat oreo biscuit, uncle tobby, drink milo and minreal water.. haiz.. one day passed ldiat le.. nxt friday is the promotion test liao le.. haiz.. how i wish i going SI sia.. haiz.. i mus at least get my 1st class ar.. haiz..

Dead Crow~

5:10 AM<3

wah today woke up at 7.05.. hahax.. zhai rite?? hahax.. in the end mum say, ar bo u go get MC larx.. since u also sick.. hahax.. mum teach me to pon ar.. hahax.. den goplay com until abt 9 ldiat.. go tghe jurong east dere de polyclinia.. wah siao!!! dere lots ppl sia.. like see doc free of charge lidat sia.. den me fed up.. take MRT to quenstown dere to see.. dere no ppl de. go in register.. den see doc le, den see doc le pay money can go le.. hahax.. sooo cool rite?? hahax..

aft tat cal my po po.. den meet her at tiong bahru mrt.. cuz bring her go make her I/c mahz.. wah waste many many time dere sia. argh!!! tu until abt 2.15pm ldiat sia.. argh!! sickening.. den aft tat go meet Yam..

meet Yam at the orchard control station.. wah den go find standrad chartered bank.. den at lucky plaza we parted.. cuz me guai lan.. hahax. den went to eat the claypot rice at lucky plaza.. wah suck cock sia.. darn darn darn awful ar!!!! waste my money sia.. argh!! den cal him aft me finish makan.. cuz me also abit guity larx.. den bring him go the sungei rd dere to sell his "Dirty Tings".. so fed up wid him.. tot he'll like split.. fucker larx.. gt money forgt wad is brothers liao le.. haiz..

I FINALLY REALISE, WE SHOULD NT HAVE HIGH HOPES, AND SHOULD NT EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ANYONE..

den went to pick sis up form skol larx.. den go redhill market eat wid family.. wah den disappointed wid yam.. tok to richie until quite late.. we tok abt 1 hr + sia.. tok until HP np battery we stil toking sia.. hahax.. first time i tok so long, but nvm, free incoming mahz.. hahax..

-rotted crow-

4:56 AM<3

wah.. first day of term 2.... firs day of the yr me neh slip in class sia.. hahax.. proud of myself.. gud begining sia.. hahax.. wah den go skol today heard tat gt many thigns lined up for us this week sia.. sian ar..

den hor, sad today.. cuz heard tat zhuang lao shi leaving us.. she posted to teach other classes.. den our group gotta go back to the class to study together sia.. haiz.. sianz...

hope she'll go appeal den come back teach us sia.. like her.. she's the best manz...

4:49 AM<3

ytd.. miao miao called me.. we finally gt to chat.. ended liao le.. i mean its time i let go and cary on my life le.. she said all along she treated me as a close frend.. and nth more than a close frend.. haiz.. i tot she is my destination.. but haiz.. she's jus a traffic light.. haiz.. den she say ask me think abt my direction.. say will cal me tonight.. but me tell her ask her think abt me and her and cal me tonight larx.. haiz.. hope she make herself my destination and nt a traffic light tat make me stop for so long..

den woke up around 11+ bahz.. den tat carina complain to me she go cut hair, tat aunty cut until bery bery short.. hahax.. den aft tat went out to have lunch wid grandma, aunty joyce and uncle robin family.. hahax..

den aft tat went to move thigns wid dad.. dad wanna pay me $20 for it.. but i turn him down.. cuz i neo he dun hab $ de... haiz..

den went home eat dinner wid family le lor..

sian ar!!! tmr skol reopen le.. new term liao le!!! mus really start to chiong liao le.. hahax.. argh!!! al my homework undone sia.. hahax.. nvm!!!! gonna chiong tmr aft skol....

i'll b a gud student from tmr onwards!!!!
chiong for my 'O's!!!

Dying Crow...

5:36 AM<3

today woke up at like abt 11 ++ bahz.. den go pom pom.. cuz po po bought laksi lemak for me.. gt chicken wing gt luncheon meat and egg sia.. hahax.. den wah when wake up already abit nt feeling well le.. think aft eating the laksi lemak me suddenly gt fever den kana flu also sia..

den dad ask me change bed sheet.. me since ytd gt flu le sia.. den i neo if i say i gt flu sure kana scold by him de.. so in the end me jus say okokok... wah!!! when changing dat time really is living hell sia.. ar chew like nobody's business lehz.. wah fed up sia me, den in the end me decided to get the clothes tat kiap to kiap my nose ar.. lucky neh ar chew liao le..

wah den really fever until bery jia lat, den me go eat panadol. only managed to complete changing my bedsheet in the end.. sis and parents de neh manage to change finish..

den xiao jiu came.. he came to repair the air con.. he came when i feeling the worst de lorx.. luckily gt the cold pack and the panadol.. if nt i also duno how i go work today..

den at 4 carina wake me up.. tot she'll forgt.. but glad she remembered.. she even called quite a number of times.. hahax.. den thesh called at 4.30 and tell me tat the banquet office and say we working at 6.. wah i stun sia.. den wah, chiong outta hse ar.. luckily me reach dere neh kana fuck.. but poor thesh kana fuck like hell.. den can't work tat captain send him home sia.. haiz.. poor him..

sickening office larx.. last min cal ppl de sia.. argh!!!! but ok larx.. i mange to earn abt $30+ today larx.. and today wuz like qutie slack.. wuz doin set up whole night.. hahax..

den ytd when miao miao cal me hor.. already like 1+am le lorx.. me tired and sliping like duno reach hongkong disney land liao le.. hahax.. den she say tok to me tonight.. me ask her cal at 1.30. hor she dun like cal at 2-3 am lidat.. if nt hor.. i also duno wad to say le larx..

Decomposed Crow..

9:07 AM<3

woke up at 11+ am sia.. hahax.. den go shit.. cut my own hair.. den go pom pom... so when finish pom pom everything done le carina cal le.. tot can go celebrate her bday today.. but too bad her frend gogin out wid her sia.. haiz.. nvm bahz.. if she wanna celebrate sure gt chance de.. if she dun wanna celebrate wid me den can only dream of it le.. ytd tok wid her until 1am lidat sia.. hahax.. enjoy chatting wid her.. i feel no gap, no boundaries, no obstacles.. hahax..

den wuz rotting at home whole day until abt 5+.. leave home go meet richie den go met cell group go clark quay dere to makan makan.. sian sia.. go dere eat wad beef noodle.. den aft tat go boat quay dere, the 'mind cafe'.. go dere play games.. play abt $3 go paly game.. i rather play arcade sia.. hahax.. but overall still quite fun larx..

den wah, miao miao today like sad lidat sia.. den me like treat her as normal frend.. neh like close close wid her.. i gt a feeling she feeling abit sad abt it.. even richie can see it sia.. haiz.. i also duno larx.. its nt my fault wad, she is the wan hu tell me wanna jus b frends.. den nw i treating her as frends lorx.. wad more she wan sia.. duno larx.. gonna cal her ltr den tok to her.. settle this once and for all larx.. jus nw at the place eating beed noodle.. funny sia.. mei tong say wanna have bible studies wid me.. den me say dun wan.. hahax.. she put it in a way tat i like can't say no, but in the end i still turn down.. she mus nt have learnt tat i'm thick skinned.. hahax..

haiz.. duno lar.. i only neo i mus get the things between me and mioa miao clear first.. if nt i can't study or do anything..

Rotted Crow~

7:31 AM<3

wah today.... actually morning gt accounts lesson at 8, den a-math lesson at 9.30.. in the end i both also neh go.. i spend tat period of time at yam hse rot... hahax.. watching his SCV.. den tok cock wid him.. hahax..

at 2 went back to skol Take Sec 2 for training.. did drills all the way until abt 5.30 ldiat.. den dismiss.. den go meet chun ming kor they'al den go sambawang dere eat.. hahax..

tat fat yam change lotz sia.. go steal ppl things sia.. fuck lehz.. din expect him to b come lidat sia.. haiz.. think he is nt into stealing de larx.. jus fed up, cuz his fone kana stolen den go steal ppl thigns larx.. hahax.. hope nth is gogin the wrong direction..

wah today Carina suddenly msg me sia... happy.. i tot she dun wan me as frend sia.. hahax.. when at yam hse she suddenly msg me.. den i so shock.. but still happy.. she say cuz her fone lost, kana stolen tats y nw den msg me.. hahax... still remember its the second day of camp, on the 11th of march 2006 tat me first saw her.. hahax.. such a swit gurl.. is this a gift form God.. aiyaaaa duno larx..

Dryed Crow....

5:21 AM<3

Went for City Venture today... Glad to annouce we clinch Champion this year!!!!

hahax.. first check pt, the toapayoh tat wad sun yeat sun memorial thing larx..

2nd checkpt, birdpark

3rd checkpt, war memorial park(City Hall)

4th checkpt, changi villiage

5th checkpt, chinese garden

This yr fun sia.. hahax.. last yr we run like dog ar!!! but this yr we play wid mind, wid intellegence.. and we got Champion!!! hahax.. really happy abt it sia.. hahax.. this yr no leg cramp no nonsence.. hahax.. darn shiok ar.. tho tired, but really had lots fun man!! hahax..

den aft the game, had diner at the mcdonales' at junction 8.. at there quarrel wid wai hong sia.. he finding trouble larx.. wad i say wanna make noise.. i gt a feeling he angry, jealous.. cuz alwu he yong and teck together... den today wuz like me yong and teck keep toking.. he like left put larx.. den like me take over his place lidat.. haiz.. duno larx.. me and him all the while buay gun de larx. double standard de him, treat diff ppl differently de sia.. DISGUSTING!!!

den aft tat chiong home rest sia.. hahax.. tired.. play com a while..

miao miao jus cal me sia.. haiz.. duno y, i keep gt a bery gud feeling when i toking to her sia.. argh!!! sickening larx!!! duno larx.. tmr nid go go abck skol sia.. sian.. think i gonna pon the accounts lesson.. but gonna attened at a-math de bahz.. hahax.. a-math new topic mahz.. den can use the accoutn lesson time to do the holiday assignments.. hahax.

Die-ed Crow

5:57 AM<3

wah, today woke up early in the morning.. den go had breakfast wid parents at the soon fook food center dere.. den sent mum to work liao le.. den go chua chu kang primary skol dere send thigns wid dad..

den go ACA wid dad, den he drop y at tiong.. den meet wei qi.. den hab breakfast wid him dere again.. tok cock dere.. hahax.. aft tat went back to skol.. fed up sia.. went back to skol wanting to train my sec 2.. in the end only 6 came for the training sia.. but nvm, those tat come i teach lorx.. those tat dun come i dun care ar.. i already done my part.. nxt training mus wack liao le sia..

aft att go tiong wid Ah Teck.. tok tok dere, den go wei lun hse tok cock.. until abt 5.30pm liao le den wanted to go west mall meet family.. in the end took 61 at wrong direction, land myself at outram.. omg!!! ke lian de me, EZ-link no $$ sumore sia.. haiz.. in the end walk to outram MRT dere top up EZ-link, den family come pick me up, den we west mall together..

tot would get Lan Duo Cong's cal today, cuz she wu saying mayb will meet me for meal today mahz.. in the end also neh cal.. den tot can met miao miao, in the end she working.. so bo bian.. haiz.. at least meet up wid wei qi.. close up frendship larx.. hahax.. easy-going person he is sia..

wah i tell u ar!!! tat khim hor.. wah darn cute lorx.. if gt fate hor, will meet de larx.. she like so powerful sia.. kana dian by her.. hahax.. cute lar.. like her cheeks, so chubby.. hahax..

Rotting Away....

7:35 AM<3

Woke up at abt 10am.. Was staring at my notebook.. looking for directions for the day.. Finally decided to get my rotting ass off my bed to go wash up.. aft wash up continue to find diection.. until decided to meet guo yan at Bugis..

Upon reaching Bugis, meet guo yan, went to Sim Lim Square.. den, go Bugis eat KFC.. Anyway, eat alot ar.. i ate 4 piece of chicken.. imagine how full i wuz.. hahax.. Anyway, aft makan went to get wai yong present.. Got him a light brown shirt.. hope he'll like it larx.. gt a msg form James from church.. asking me wanan go watch movie.. abit sian, den dun wanan pang seh Guo Yan, so rejected..

den make my way down to Marina Square to meet wai yong, wei xian, teck wei, wei lun, wai hong.. they were eating dere.. the name of the restruatn like cal sukiyaki sia.. hahax.. wanna go try man.. aft they finish makan liao le.. went to walk walk around MS.. den me and yong and hong decided to watch the "Date Movie" cool comedy sia.. hahax.. darn darn darn darn funny.. all thumbs up!! b4 the movie begin we were playing pool and arcade..

watch until abt 9pm bahz.. den me yong and hong decided to walk to city hal.. drop by Project Shop at raffles City for a moment, saw Karma and Lina dere.. hahax.. miss them sia.. hahax.. had a chat wid them before leaving..

aft tat me part wid yong and hong at the mrt, me took mrt home le lorx.. den bought sum food back from Pa-Sa-Ma-Lam at jurong east back home for family.. den when reach home.. watch the campus superstar.. the khim pretty sia.. chubby de.. cute.. she's cute larx.. nt prety.. hope she's nt lian.. if nt wasted larx..

k la turning in soon le..
gudnite diary....
Dead Loner...

8:48 AM<3

My first post..

Not my first blog..

But my first forever living blog..

Ment to b a Diary-base blog..

Hope no one finds this out..

Of cuz ppl tat i dunno and dunno me find out nvm larx..

Hope this blog thingy works..

lets test this out...

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8:40 AM<3